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“‘Yes,’ said I to myself; ‘I have the heart to do anything that will prevent my losing the love of Mary Armat.’

“Then an evil thought came to me, and tempted me: ‘If you choose you can hear the monkeys talk and have Mary too. Everything you want is in your own hands. Don’t put that little machine back into the tube. Lock it up safely out of sight, and then go to Mary with your instrument, and you can talk into it and she can listen, and she may talk and you may listen. Yes, you may have your Mary–and she need never know that you understand what the monkeys may say to you, or what she has said to you.’

“I am proud that I entertained this evil thought for but a very short time. I turned upon it and stormed at it. ‘No!’ I exclaimed. ‘I shall never win Mary by cheating her! Whether I get her or not, I will be worthy of her.’

“Then there came another thought, apparently innocent and certainly persuasive. ‘Do not destroy the translatophone. Then, if things do not turn out well between you and Mary, you will still have the monkeys.’

“‘No,’ I said to myself; ‘I must have Mary. I will have nothing to fall back upon. I will allow nothing to exist that might draw me back.’

“There was another thing I might do: I might take my translatophone to her, and explain everything. But would there be any possibility, even if she did not fly from me in shame and never see me again, that I could make her believe in a love which had been so spurred on, even aroused, as she might well imagine mine had been? No; that would never do. Apart from anything else, it would be impossible for me to be so cruel as to let Mary know I had understood the Burmese words she had spoken to me.

“I looked at the clock; it was half-past three. Whatever was to be done must be done now. I cast one more look of longing affection upon the quivering, throbbing little creature, which to me was as much alive as if it had been a tired bird panting in my hand; and then I gently laid it on the hearth. I lifted my left foot and let it hang for an instant over the hopes, the fears, the anxieties, the happy day-dreams those early years of my life had given me, and then, with relentless cruelty, not only to that quivering object but to myself, I brought down my foot with all my strength!

“There was a slight struggle for an instant, during which there came to me quick, muffled sounds, which to my agitated brain sounded like the moans of despair from that vast world of animal intelligence which does not speak to man. From my own heart there came a groan. All was over! From the mysterious inner courts of the animal kingdom no revelations would ever come to me! The thick curtain between the intelligence of man and the intelligence of beast and bird which I had raised for a brief moment had now been dropped forever! I should never make another translatophone.

“I cast no glance upon the hearth, but put on my hat and coat and went to Mary. As I walked there rose behind me a cloud of misty disappointment, while before me there was nothing but dark uncertainty. What would Mary have to say to me? And how should I explain what would seem to her to be a cowardly evasion of her plainly expressed request?

“When I entered the Armat parlor I found Mary alone. This encouraged me a little. I had feared that the yearningly inquisitive Sarah might also be there. In that case how might I hope to preserve one atom of my secret?

“Mary came forward with a smile, and held out her hand; I was so astonished I could not speak.