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My Lady Jane
by
“Miss who?” I said sharply.
“Harvey. Christian name unknown. That’s the girl I mentioned. You’ll probably take her in. Be nice to her even if you have to make an effort. She’s the one I’ve picked out as your future cousin, you know, so I don’t want you to spoil her good opinion of me in any way.”
The name had given me a jump. Once, in another world, I had known a Jane Harvey. But Clark’s Miss Harvey couldn’t be Jane. A month before I had read a newspaper item to the effect that Jane was on the Pacific coast. Moreover, Jane, when I knew her, had certainly no manifest vocation for settlement work. I didn’t think two years could have worked such a transformation. Two years! Was it only two years? It seemed more like two centuries.
I went to the Kennedys’ in a pleasantly excited frame of mind and a cab. I just missed being late by a hairbreadth. The house was a big one, and everybody pertaining to it was big, except the host. Mark Kennedy was a little, thin man with a bald head. He didn’t look like a political power, but that was all the more reason for his being one in a world where things are not what they seem.
Mrs. Kennedy greeted me cordially and told me significantly that she had granted my request. This meant, as my card had already informed me, that I was to take Miss Harvey out. Of course there would be no introduction since Clark Oliver was already acquainted with the lady. I was wondering how I was to locate her when I got a shock that made me dizzy. Jane was over in a corner looking at me.
There was no time to collect my wits. The guests were moving out to the dining-room. I took my nerve in my hand, crossed the room, bowed, and the next moment was walking through the hall with Jane’s hand on my arm. The hall was a good long one; I blessed the architect who had planned it. It gave me time to sort out my ideas.
Jane here! Jane going out to dinner with me, believing me to be Clark Oliver! Jane–but it was incredible! The whole thing was a dream–or I had gone crazy!
I looked at her sideways when we had got into our places at the table. She was more beautiful than ever, that tall, brown-haired, disdainful Jane. The settlement work story I was inclined to dismiss as a myth. Settlement work in a beautiful woman generally means crowsfeet or a broken heart. Jane, according to my sight and belief, possessed neither.
Once upon a time I had been engaged to Jane. I had been idiotically in love with her in those days and still more idiotically believed that she loved me. The trouble was that, although I had been cured of the latter phase of my idiocy, the former had become chronic. I had never been able to get over loving Jane. All through those two years I had hugged the fond hope that sometime I might stumble across her in a mild mood and make matters up. There was no such thing as seeking her out or writing to her, since she had icily forbidden me to do so, and Jane had a most detestable habit–in a woman–of meaning what she said. But the deity I had invoked was the god of chance–and this was how he had answered my prayers. I was eating my dinner beside Jane, who supposed me to be Clark Oliver!
What should I do? Confess the truth and plead my cause while she had to sit beside me? That would never do. Someone might overhear us. And, in any case, it would be no passport to Jane’s favor that I was a guest in the house under false pretences. She would be certain to disapprove strongly. It was a maddening situation.