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“And so I became reconciled to things as they were, though to this day I connect with that shade of feuille-morte satin a disappointment not to be forgotten.”

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“It is a dull story, is it not, Ida?” said the little old lady, pausing here. She had not told it in precisely these words, but this was the sum and substance of it.

Ida nodded. Not that she had thought the story dull, so far as she had heard it, and whilst she was awake; but she had fallen asleep, and so she nodded.

Mrs. Overtheway looked back at the fire, to which, indeed, she had been talking for some time past.

“A child’s story?” she thought. “A tale of the blind, wilful folly of childhood? Ah, my soul! Alas, my grown-up friends! Does the moral belong to childhood alone? Have manhood and womanhood no passionate, foolish longings, for which we blind ourselves to obvious truth, and of which the vanity does not lessen the disappointment? Do we not still toil after rosebuds, to find feuilles-mortes?“

No voice answered Mrs. Overtheway’s fanciful questions. The hyacinth nodded fragrantly on its stalk, and Ida nodded in her chair. She was fast asleep–happily asleep–with a smile upon her face.

The shadows nodded gently on the walls, and like a shadow the little old lady stole quietly away.

When Ida awoke, she found herself lying partly in the arm-chair, and partly in the arms of Nurse, who was lifting her up. A candle flared upon the table, by the fire stood an empty chair, and the heavy scent that filled the room was as sweet as the remembrance of past happiness. The little old lady had vanished, and, but for the hyacinth, Ida would almost have doubted whether her visit had not been a dream.

“Has Mrs. Overtheway been long gone, Nursey?” she asked, keeping her eyes upon the flowerpot.

“Ever so long!” said Nurse, “and here you’ve been snoring away, and the old lady’s been downstairs, telling me how comfortably you were asleep, and she’s coming again to-morrow evening, if you’re good.”

It was precisely twelve minutes since Mrs. Overtheway left the house, but Nurse was of a slightly exaggerative turn of mind, and few people speak exactly on the subject of time, especially when there is an opportunity of triumphing over someone who has been asleep before bed-time. The condition of Ida’s being good was also the work of Nurse’s own instructive fancy, but Ida caught eagerly at the welcome news of another visit.

“Then she is not angry with me for falling asleep, Nursey? I was so comfortable, and she has such a nice voice, I couldn’t help it; I think I left off about the pugs. I wish I had a pug with a wrinkled black snout, don’t you, Nursey?”

“I’m sure I don’t, Miss Ida. My father kept all sorts of pigs, and we used to have one with a black snout and black spots, but it was as ugly as ugly could be; and I never could fancy the bacon would be fit to eat. You must have been dreaming, I’m sure; the old lady would never tell you about such rubbish, I know.”

“It’s pugs, not pigs, Nursey; and they’re dogs, you know,” said Ida, laughing. “How funny you are! And indeed she did tell me, I couldn’t have dreamt it; I never dreamt anything so nice in my life.”

“And never will, most likely,” said Nurse, who was very skilful in concluding a subject which she did not want to discuss, and who was apt to do so by a rapid twist in the line of argument, which Ida would find somewhat bewildering. “But, dear Miss Ida,” she continued, “do leave off clutching at that chair-arm, when I’m lifting you up; and your eyes ‘ll drop out of your head, if you go on staring like that.”