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It was hard for Marg’et Ann to say why Archie Skinner’s case was considered more hopeful than Lloyd’s. She knew perfectly well, and so did her lover, for that matter, but it was not easy to formulate.

“Ain’t you afraid you’ll get to believing less and less if you go on arguing, Lloyd?” she asked, ignoring Archie Skinner altogether.

“I don’t know,” said Lloyd somewhat sullenly.

They were riding up the lane in the scant shadow of the white locust trees. The corn was in tassel now, and rustled softly in the fields on either side. There was no other sound for a while. Then Marg’et Ann spoke.

“I’ll see what father thinks”–

“No, you won’t, Marg’et Ann,” broke in Lloyd obstinately. “I think a good deal of your father, but I don’t want to marry him; and I don’t ask you to promise to marry the fellow I ought to be, or that you think I ought to be; I’ve asked you to marry me. I don’t care what you believe and I don’t care what your father thinks; I want to know what you think.”

Poor Lloyd made all this energetic avowal without the encouragement of a blush or a smile, or the discouragement of a frown or a tear. All this that a lover watches for anxiously was hidden by a wall of slats and green-checked gingham.

She turned her tubular head covering toward him presently, however, showing him all the troubled pink prettiness it held, and said very genuinely through her tears,–

“Oh, Lloyd, you know well enough what I think!”

They had reached the gate, and it was a very much mollified face which the young man raised to hers as he helped her to dismount.

“Your father and mother wouldn’t stand in the way of our getting married, would they?” he asked, as she stood beside him.

“Oh, no, they wouldn’t stand in the way,” faltered poor Marg’et Ann.

How could she explain to this muscular fellow, whose pale-faced mother had no creed but what Lloyd thought or wanted or liked, that it was their unspoken grief that made it hard for her? How shall any woman explain her family ties to any man?

Marg’et Ann did not need to consult her father. He looked up from his writing when she entered the door.

“Was that Lloyd Archer, Marg’et Ann?” he asked kindly.

“Yes, sir.”

“I’d a little rather you wouldn’t go with him. He seems to be falling into a state of mind that is likely to end in infidelity. It troubles your mother and me a good deal.”

Marg’et Ann went into the bedroom to take off her riding skirt, and she did not come out until she was sure no one could see that she had been crying.

Mrs. Morrison continued to complain all through the fall; at least so her neighbors said, although the good woman had never been known to murmur; and Marg’et Ann said nothing whatever about her engagement to Lloyd Archer.

Late in October Archie Skinner and Rebecca were married and moved to the Martin Prather farm, and Lloyd, restless and chafing under all this silence and delay, had no longer anything to suggest when Marg’et Ann urged her mother’s failing health as a reason for postponing their marriage.

Before the crab-apples bloomed again Mrs. Morrison’s life went out as quietly as it had been lived. There was a short, sharp illness at the last, and in one of the pauses of the pain the sick woman lay watching her daughter, who was alone with her.

“I’m real glad there was nothing between you and Lloyd Archer, Marg’et Ann,” she said feebly; “that would have troubled me a good deal. You’ll have your father and the children to look after. Nancy Helen will be coming up pretty soon, and be some help; she grows fast. You’ll have to manage along as best you can.”

The girl’s sorely troubled heart failed her. Her eyes burned and her throat ached with the effort of self-control. She buried her face in the patchwork quilt beside her mother’s hand. The woman stroked her hair tenderly.