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“I’m not seekin’ excuse.”

“You’ve no need to seek it. It thrusts itself upon you.”

“Maybe. Yet I’ll have none of it. ‘Tis a craven thing t’ deal with.”

“‘Tis mere caution.”

“Well, well! I’ll have no barter with caution in a case like this. I crave service. Is you comin’ along?”

Sandy Rowl laughed his disbelief.

“Service!” said he. “You heed the clamor o’ your curiosity. That’s all that stirs you.”

“No,” Tommy Lark replied. “My curiosity asks me no questions now. Comin’ up the hill, with this here telegram in my pocket, I made up my mind. ‘Tis not I that the maid loves. It couldn’t be. I’m not worthy. Still an’ all, I’ll carry her message t’ Scalawag Harbor. An’ if I’m overcome I’ll not care very much–save that ’twill sadden me t’ know at the last that I’ve failed in her service. I’ve no need o’ you, Sandy. You’ve no call to come. You may do what you likes an’ be no less a man. As you will, then. Is you comin’?”

Sandy reflected.

“Tommy,” said he then, reluctantly, “will you listen t’ what I should tell you?”

“I’ll listen.”

“An’ will you believe me an’ heed me?”

“I’ll believe you, Sandy.”

“You’ve fathomed the truth o’ this matter. Tis not you that the maid loves. ‘Tis I. She’ve not told me. She’ve said not a word that you’re not aware of. Yet I knows that she’ll choose me. I’ve loved more maids than one. I’m acquainted with their ways. An’ more maids than one have loved me. I’ve mastered the signs o’ love. I’ve studied them; I reads them like print. It pleases me t’ see them an’ read them. At first, Tommy, a maid will not tell. She’ll not tell even herself. An’ then she’s overcome; an’, try as she may to conceal what she feels, she’s not able at all t’ do it. The signs, Tommy? Why, they’re all as plain in speech as words themselves could be! Have you seed any signs, boy? No. She’ll not wed you. ‘Tis not in her heart t’ do it, whatever her mind may say. She’ll wed me. I knows it. An’ so I’ll tell you that you’ll waste your labor if you puts out on Scalawag Run with the notion o’ winnin’ the love o’ this maid with bold behavior in her service. If that’s in your mind, put it away. Turn with me t’ Point-o’-Bay Cove an’ lie safe the night. I’m sorry, Tommy. You’ll grieve, I knows, t’ lose the maid. I could live without her. True. There’s other maids as fair as she t’ be found in the world. Yet I loves this maid more than any maid that ever I knowed; an’ I’d be no man at all if I yielded her to you because I pitied your grief.”

“I’m not askin’ you t’ yield her.”

“Nor am I wrestin’ her away. She’ve jus’ chose for herself. Is she ever said she cared for you, Tommy?”

“No.”

“Is there been any sign of it?”

“She’ve not misled me. She’ve said not a word that I could blame her for. She–she’ve been timid in my company. I’ve frightened her.”

“She’s merry with me.”

“Ay.”

“Her tongue jus’ sounds like brisk music, an’ her laughter’s as free as a spring o’ water.”

“She’ve showed me no favor.”

“Does she blush in your presence?”

“She trembles an’ goes pale.”

“Do her eyes twinkle with pleasure?”

“She casts them down.”

“Does she take your arm an’ snuggle close?”

“She shrinks from me.”

“Does she tease you with pretty tricks?”

“She does not,” poor Tommy replied. “She says, ‘Yes, sir!’ an’ ‘No, sir!’ t’ me.”

“Ha!” Sandy exclaimed. “‘Tis I that she’ll wed!”

“I’m sure of it. I’m content t’ have her follow her will in all things. I loves the maid. I’ll not pester her with complaint. Is you comin’ along?”

“Tis sheer madness!”

“Is you comin’ along?”

Sandy Rowl swept his hand over the prospect of fog and spindrift and wind-swept ice.

“Man,” he cried, “look at that!”

“The maid’s sick,” Tommy Lark replied doggedly. “I loves her. Is you comin’ along?”