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“You can’t do it, sir. I don’t know that anybody can.”

Braithwaite and Leon were clinging to the boat. Benjamin Selby, standing in the background, his lips set, his hands clenched, was fighting the hardest battle of his life. He knew that he alone, out of all the men there, possessed the necessary skill and nerve to reach the boat if she could be reached at all. There was a bare chance and a great risk. This man whom he hated was drowning before his eyes. Let him drown, then! Why should he risk–ay, and perchance lose–his life for his enemy? No one could blame him for refusing–and if Braithwaite were out of the way, Mary Stella might yet be his!

The temptation and victory passed in a few brief seconds. He stepped forward, cool and self-possessed.

“I’m going out. I want one man with me. No one with child or wife. Who’ll go?”

“I will,” shouted Mosey Louis. “I haf some spat wid dat Leon, but I not lak to see him drown for all dat!”

Benjamin offered no objection. The French Canadian’s arm was strong and he possessed skill and experience. Mr. Murray caught Benjamin’s arm.

“No, no, Benjamin–not you–I can’t see both my boys drowned.”

Benjamin gently loosed the old man’s hold.

“It’s for Mary Stella’s sake,” he said hoarsely. “If I don’t come back, tell her that.”

They launched the large dory with difficulty and pulled out into the surf. Benjamin did not lose his nerve. His quick arm, his steady eye did not fail. A dozen times the wild-eyed watchers thought the boat was doomed, but as often she righted triumphantly.

At last the drowning men were reached and somehow or other hauled on board Benjamin’s craft. It was easier to come back, for they beached the boat on the sand. With a wild cheer the men on the shore rushed into the surf and helped to carry the half-unconscious Braithwaite and Leon ashore and up to the Murray fish-house. Benjamin went home before anyone knew he had gone. Mosey Louis was left behind to reap the honours; he sat in a circle of admiring lads and gave all the details of the rescue.

“Dat Leon, he not tink he know so much now!” he said.

Braithwaite came to the shore next day somewhat pale and shaky. He went straight to Benjamin and held out his hand.

“Thank you,” he said simply.

Benjamin bent lower over his work.

“You needn’t thank me,” he said gruffly. “I wanted to let you drown. But I went out for Mary Stella’s sake. Tell me one thing–I couldn’t bring myself to ask it of anyone else. When are you to be–married?”

“The 12th of September.”

Benjamin did not wince. He turned away and looked out across the sea for a few moments. The last agony of his great renunciation was upon him. Then he turned and held out his hand.

“For her sake,” he said earnestly.

Frank Braithwaite put his slender white hand into the fisherman’s hard brown palm. There were tears in both men’s eyes. They parted in silence.

On the morning of the 12th of September Benjamin Selby went out to the fishing grounds as usual. The catch was good, although the season was almost over. In the afternoon the French Canadians went to sleep. Benjamin intended to row down the shore for salt. He stood by his dory, ready to start, but he seemed to be waiting for something. At last it came: a faint train whistle blew, a puff of white smoke floated across a distant gap in the sandhills.

Mary Stella was gone at last–gone forever from his life. The honest blue eyes looking out over the sea did not falter; bravely he faced his desolate future.

The white gulls soared over the water, little swishing ripples lapped on the sand, and through all the gentle, dreamy noises of the shore came the soft, unceasing murmur of the gulf.