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Lucretia Burns
by
“Seems ‘s if ever’ cussid thing piles on to me at once. That corn, the road-tax, and hayin’ comin’ on, and now she gits her back up–“
When he went back to the well he sloshed himself thoroughly in the horse-trough and went to the house. He found breakfast ready, but his wife was not in sight. The older children were clamoring around the uninviting breakfast table, spread with cheap ware and with boiled potatoes and fried salt pork as the principal dishes.
“Where’s y’r ma?” he asked, with a threatening note in his voice, as he sat down by the table.
“She’s in the bedroom.”
He rose and pushed open the door. The mother sat with the babe in her lap, looking out of the window down across the superb field of timothy, moving like a lake of purple water. She did not look around. She only grew rigid. Her thin neck throbbed with the pulsing of blood to her head.
“What’s got into you now?” he said, brutally. “Don’t be a fool. Come out and eat breakfast with me, an’ take care o’ y’r young ones.”
She neither moved nor made a sound. With an oath he turned on his heel and went out to the table. Eating his breakfast in his usual wolfish fashion, he went out into the hot sun with his team and riding-plough, not a little disturbed by this new phase of his wife’s “cantankerousness.” He ploughed steadily and sullenly all the forenoon, in the terrific heat and dust. The air was full of tempestuous threats, still and sultry, one of those days when work is a punishment. When he came in at noon he found things the same–dinner on the table, but his wife out in the garden with the youngest child.
“I c’n stand it as long as she can,” he said to himself, in the hearing of the children, as he pushed back from the table and went back to work.
When he had finished the field of corn it was after sundown, and he came up to the house, hot, dusty, his shirt wringing wet with sweat, and his neck aching with the work of looking down all day at the corn-rows. His mood was still stern. The multitudinous lift, and stir, and sheen of the wide, green field had been lost upon him.
“I wonder if she’s milked them cows,” he muttered to himself. He gave a sigh of relief to find she had. But she had done so not for his sake, but for the sake of the poor, patient dumb brutes.
When he went to the bedroom after supper, he found that the cradle and his wife’s few little boxes and parcels–poor, pathetic properties!–had been removed to the garret, which they called a chamber, and he knew he was to sleep alone again.
“She’ll git over it, I guess.” He was very tired, but he didn’t feel quite comfortable enough to sleep. The air was oppressive. His shirt, wet in places, and stiff with dust in other places, oppressed him more than usual; so he rose and removed it, getting a clean one out of a drawer. This was an unusual thing for him, for he usually slept in the same shirt which he wore in his day’s work; but it was Saturday night, and he felt justified in the extravagance.
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In the meanwhile poor Lucretia was brooding over her life in a most dangerous fashion. All she had done and suffered for Simeon Burns came back to her till she wondered how she had endured it all. All day long in the midst of the glorious summer landscape she brooded.
“I hate him,” she thought, with a fierce blazing up through the murk of her musing. “I hate t’ live. But they ain’t no hope. I’m tied down. I can’t leave the children, and I ain’t got no money. I couldn’t make a living out in the world. I ain’t never seen anything an’ don’t know anything.”