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La Grenadiere
by
“Here they are, mother.”
“Those are your certificates of birth, darling; you will want them. Give them to our poor, old Annette to keep for you; ask her for them when you need them. Now,” she continued, “is there not another paper as well, something in my handwriting?”
“Yes, mother,” and Louis began to read, “Marie Willemsens, born at—-“
“That is enough,” she broke in quickly, “do not go on. When I am dead, give that paper, too, to Annette, and tell her to send it to the registrar at Saint-Cyr; it will be wanted if my certificate of death is to be made out in due form. Now find writing materials for a letter which I will dictate to you.”
When she saw that he was ready to begin, and turned towards her for the words, they came from her quietly:–
“Monsieur le Comte, your wife, Lady Brandon, died at Saint-Cyr, near Tours, in the department of Indre-et-Loire. She forgave you.”
“Sign yourself—-” she stopped, hesitating and perturbed.
“Are you feeling worse?” asked Louis.
“Put ‘Louis-Gaston,'” she went on.
She sighed, then she went on.
“Seal the letter, and direct it. To Lord Brandon, Brandon Square, Hyde Park, London, Angleterre.–That is right. When I am dead, post the letter in Tours, and prepay the postage.–Now,” she added, after a pause, “take the little pocketbook that you know, and come here, my dear child. . . . There are twelve thousand francs in it,” she said, when Louis had returned to her side. “That is all your own. Oh me! you would have been better off if your father—-“
“My father,” cried the boy, “where is he?”
“He is dead,” she said, laying her finger on her lips; “he died to save my honor and my life.”
She looked upwards. If any tears had been left to her, she would have wept for pain.
“Louis,” she continued, “swear to me, as I lie here, that you will forget all that you have written, all that I have told you.”
“Yes, mother.”
“Kiss me, dear angel.”
She was silent for a long while, she seemed to be drawing strength from God, and to be measuring her words by the life that remained in her.
“Listen,” she began. “Those twelve thousand francs are all that you have in the world. You must keep the money upon you, because when I am dead the lawyers will come and seal everything up. Nothing will be yours then, not even your mother. All that remains for you to do will be to go out, poor orphan children, God knows where. I have made Annette’s future secure. She will have an annuity of a hundred crowns, and she will stay at Tours no doubt. But what will you do for yourself and your brother?”
She raised herself, and looked at the brave child, standing by her bedside. There were drops of perspiration on his forehead, he was pale with emotion, and his eyes were dim with tears.
“I have thought it over, mother,” he answered in a deep voice. “I will take Marie to the school here in Tours. I will give ten thousand francs to our old Annette, and ask her to take care of them, and to look after Marie. Then, with the remaining two thousand francs, I will go to Brest, and go to sea as an apprentice. While Marie is at school, I will rise to be a lieutenant on board a man-of-war. There, after all, die in peace, my mother; I shall come back again a rich man, and our little one shall go to the Ecole polytechnique, and I will find a career to suit his bent.”
A gleam of joy shone in the dying woman’s eyes. Two tears brimmed over, and fell over her fevered cheeks; then a deep sigh escaped between her lips. The sudden joy of finding the father’s spirit in the son, who had grown all at once to be a man, almost killed her.
“Angel of heaven,” she cried, weeping, “by one word you have effaced all my sorrows. Ah! I can bear them.–This is my son,” she said, “I bore, I reared this man,” and she raised her hands above her, and clasped them as if in ecstasy, then she lay back on the pillow.