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Jenny Lawson
by
Mark’s voice trembled with feeling. There was something about the girl that made the thought of his mother a holier and tenderer thing. He had loved his mother intensely, and since her death, had felt her loss as the saddest calamity that had, or possibly ever could, befall him. Afloat on the stormy sea of human life, he had seemed like a mariner without helm or compass. Strangely enough, since meeting with Jenny at the cottage a little while before, the thought of her appeared to bring his mother nearer to him; and when, so unexpectedly, he saw her approaching him in the woods, he felt momentarily, that it was his mother’s spirit guiding her thither.
Urged by so strong an appeal, Jenny suffered herself to be led to the retired spot where Mark had been reclining, half wondering, half fearful–yet impelled by a certain feeling that she could not well resist. In fact, each exercised a power over the other, a power not arising from any determination of will, but from a certain spiritual affinity that neither comprehended. Some have called this “destiny,” but it has a better name.
“Jenny,” said Mark, after they were seated–he still retained her hand in his, and felt it tremble–“tell me something about my mother. It will do me good to hear of her from your lips.”
The girl tried to make some answer, but found no utterance. Her lips trembled so that she could not speak. But she grew more composed after a time, and then in reply to many questions of Mark, related incident after incident, in which his mother’s goodness of character stood prominent. The young man listened intently, sometimes with his eyes upon the ground, and sometimes gazing admiringly into the sweet face of the young speaker.
Time passed more rapidly than either Mark or Jenny imagined. For full an hour had they been engaged in earnest conversation, when both were painfully surprised by the appearance of Mrs. Lee, who had sent Jenny on an errand, and expected her early return. A suspicion that she might encounter young Clifford having flashed through the old woman’s mind, she had come forth to learn if possible the cause of Jenny’s long absence. To her grief and anger, she discovered them sitting together engaged in earnest conversation.
“Now, Mark Clifford!” she exclaimed as she advanced, “this is too bad! And Jenny, you weak and foolish girl! are you madly bent on seeking the fowler’s snare? Child! child! is it thus you repay me for my love and care over you!”
Both Mark and Jenny started to their feet, the face of the former flushed with instant anger, and that of the other pale from alarm.
“Come!” and Mrs. Lee caught hold of Jenny’s arm and drew her away. As they moved off, the former, glancing back at Mark, and shaking her finger towards him, said–
“I’ll see your grandfather, young man!”
Fretted by this second disturbance of an interview with Jenny, and angry at an unjust imputation of motive, Mark dashed into the woods, with his gun in his hand, and walked rapidly, but aimlessly, for nearly an hour, when he found himself at the summit of a high mountain, from which, far down and away towards the east, he could see the silvery Hudson winding along like a vein of silver. Here, wearied with his walk, and faint in spirit from over excitement, he sat down to rest and to compose his thoughts. Scarcely intelligible to himself were his feelings. The meeting with Jenny, and the effect upon him, were things that he did not clearly understand. Her influence over him was a mystery. In fact, what had passed so hurriedly, was to him more like a dream than a reality.
No further idea of sport entered the mind of the young man on that day. He remained until after the sun had passed the meridian in this retired place, and then went slowly back, passing the cottage of Mrs. Lee on his return. He did not see Jenny as he had hoped. On meeting Mr. Lofton, Mark became aware of a change in the old man’s feelings towards him, and he guessed at once rightly as to the cause. If he had experienced any doubts, they would have been quickly removed.