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“I can’t stay here alone. You may be gone for hours,” I cried, forgetting all my resolutions of courage and cheerfulness in an access of panic.

“Then ride the other pony and come with me,” suggested Kate.

“I can’t ride bareback,” I moaned.

“Then you’ll have to stay here,” said Kate decidedly. “There’s nothing to hurt you, Phil. Sit in the wagon and keep dry. Eat something if you get hungry. I may not be very long.”

I realized that there was nothing else to do; and, rather ashamed of my panic, I resigned myself to the inevitable and saw Kate off with a smile of encouragement. Then I waited. I was tired and frightened–horribly frightened. I sat there and imagined scores of gruesome possibilities. It was no use telling myself to be brave. I couldn’t be brave. I never was in such a blue funk before or since. Suppose Kate got lost–suppose she couldn’t find me again–suppose something happened to her–suppose she couldn’t get help–suppose it came on night and I there all alone–suppose Indians–not gentlemanly Stoneys or even Peter Crows, but genuine, old-fashioned Indians–should come along–suppose it began to pour rain!

It did begin to rain, the only one of my suppositions which came true. I hoisted an umbrella and sat there grimly, in that horseless wagon in the mud-hole.

* * * * *

Many a time since have I laughed over the memory of the appearance I must have presented sitting in that mud-hole, but there was nothing in the least funny about it at the time. The worst feature of it all was the uncertainty. I could have waited patiently enough and conquered my fears if I had known that Kate would find help and return within a reasonable time–at least before dark. But everything was doubtful. I was not composed of the stuff out of which heroines are fashioned and I devoutly wished we had never left Arrow Creek.

Shouts–calls–laughter–Kate’s dear voice in an encouraging cry from the hill behind me!

“Halloo, honey! Hold the fort a few minutes longer. Here we are. Bless her, hasn’t she been a brick to stay here all alone like this–and a tenderfoot at that?”

I could have cried with joy. But I saw that there were men with Kate–two men–white men–and I laughed instead. I had not been brave–I had been an arrant little coward, but I vowed that nobody, not even Kate, should suspect it. Later on Kate told me how she had fared in her search for assistance.

“When I left you, Phil, I felt much more anxious than I wanted to let you see. I had no idea where to go. I knew there were no houses along our trail and I might have to go clean back to the tepees–fifteen miles bareback. I didn’t dare try any other trail, for I knew nothing of them and wasn’t sure that there were even tepees on them. But when I had gone about six miles I saw a welcome sight–nothing less than a spiral of blue, homely-looking smoke curling up from the prairie far off to my right. I decided to turn off and investigate. I rode two miles and finally I came to a little log shack. There was a bee-yew-tiful big horse in a corral close by. My heart jumped with joy. But suppose the inmates of the shack were half-breeds! You can’t realize how relieved I felt when the door opened and two white men came out. In a few minutes everything was explained. They knew who I was and what I wanted, and I knew that they were Mr. Lonsdale and Mr. Hopkins, owners of a big ranch over by Deer Run. They were ‘shacking out’ to put up some hay and Mrs. Hopkins was keeping house for them. She wanted me to stop and have a cup of tea right off, but I thought of you, Phil, and declined. As soon as they heard of our predicament those lovely men got their two biggest horses and came right with me.”