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Mellin moistened his lips in vain. He could not answer.

“I want you to promise me not to pay it,” repeated Cooley earnestly.

“I promise,” gasped Mellin.

“You won’t pay it no matter what they do?”

“No.”

This seemed to reassure Mr. Cooley.

“Well,” he said, “I’ve got to hustle to get my car shipped and make the train. Cornish has finished his job down here and he’s goin’ with me. I want to get out. The whole thing’s left a mighty bad taste in my mouth, and I’d go crazy if I didn’t get away from it. Why don’t you jump into your clothes and come along, too?”

“I can’t.”

“Well,” said the young man with a sympathetic shake of the head, “you certainly look sick. It may be better if you stay in bed till evening: a train’s a mighty mean place for the day after. But I wouldn’t hang around here too long. If you want money, all you have to do is to ask the hotel to cash a check on your home bank; they’re always glad to do that for Americans.” He turned to the door. “Mr. Cornish, if you’re goin’ to help me about shipping the car, I’m ready.”

“So am I. Good-by, Mr. Mellin.”

“Good-by,” Mellin said feebly–“and thank you.”

Young Cooley came back to the bedside and shook the other’s feverish hand. “Good-by, ole man. I’m awful sorry it’s all happened, but I’m glad it didn’t cost you quite as much money as it did me. Otherwise I expect it’s hit us about equally hard. I wish–I wish I could find a nice one”–the youth gulped over something not unlike a sob–“as fascinatin’ as her!”

Most people have had dreams of approaching dangers in the path of which their bodies remained inert; when, in spite of the frantic wish to fly, it was impossible to move, while all the time the horror crept closer and closer. This was Mellin’s state as he saw the young man going. It was absolutely necessary to ask Cooley for help, to beg him for a loan. But he could not.

He saw Cooley’s hand on the doorknob; saw the door swing open.

“Good-by, again,” Cooley said; “and good luck to you!”

Mellin’s will strove desperately with the shame that held him silent.

The door was closing.

“Oh, Cooley,” called Mellin hoarsely.

“Yes. What?”

“J-j-just good-by,” said Mellin.

And with that young Cooley was gone.

IX. Expiation

A multitudinous clangor of bells and a dozen neighboring chimes rang noon; then the rectangular oblongs of hot sunlight that fell from the windows upon the carpet of Mellin’s room began imperceptibly to shift their angles and move eastward. From the stone pavement of the street below came the sound of horses pawing and the voices of waiting cabmen; then bells again, and more bells; clamoring the slow and cruel afternoon into the past. But all was silent in Mellin’s room, save when, from time to time, a long, shuddering sigh came from the bed.

The unhappy young man had again drawn the coverlet over his head, but not to sleep: it was more like a forlorn and desperate effort to hide, as if he crept into a hole, seeking darkness to cover the shame and fear that racked his soul. For though his shame had been too great to let him confess to young Cooley and ask for help, his fear was as great as his shame; and it increased as the hours passed. In truth his case was desperate. Except the people who had stripped him, Cooley was the only person in all of Europe with whom he had more than a very casual acquaintance. At home, in Cranston, he had no friends susceptible to such an appeal as it was vitally necessary for him to make. His relatives were not numerous: there were two aunts, the widows of his father’s brothers, and a number of old-maid cousins; and he had an uncle in Iowa, a country minister whom he had not seen for years. But he could not cable to any of these for money; nor could he quite conjure his imagination into picturing any of them sending it if he did. And even to cable he would have to pawn his watch, which was an old-fashioned one of silver and might not bring enough to pay the charges.