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Her Own Free Will
by
She ceased, but her eyes blazed their hatred at him as her heart cursed him. She was furious as a tigress that defends her young.
As for the man, his hand was still clenched upon her wrist, but no violent outburst escaped him. He was white to the lips, but he was absolutely sane. If he heard her wild reproaches, he passed them over.
“Who is the man?” he said, and his voice fell like a word of command, arresting, controlling, compelling.
It was not what she had expected. She had been prepared for tempestuous, for overwhelming, wrath. The absence of this oddly disconcerted her. Her own tornado of indignation was checked. She answered him almost involuntarily.
“Jerry Lister.”
He frowned as if trying to recall the owner of the name, and again without her conscious will she explained.
“You saw him that night at the ball. They were together all the evening.”
The frown passed from his face.
“That–cub!” he said slowly. “And”–his eyes were searching hers closely; he spoke with unswerving determination–“where have they gone?”
She withstood his look though she felt its compulsion.
“I refuse to tell you that.”
“You know?” he questioned.
“Yes, I know.”
“Then you will tell me.” He spoke with conviction. She felt as if his eyes were burning her.
“Then you will tell me,” he repeated, as if she had not heard him.
“I refuse,” she said again; but she said it with a wavering resolution. Undoubtedly there was something colossal about this man. She began to feel the grip of his fingers upon her wrist. The pain of it became intense, yet she knew that he was not intentionally torturing her.
“You are hurting me,” she said, and instantly his hold relaxed. But he did not let her go.
“Answer me!” he said.
“Why should I answer you?” It was the last resort of her weakening will.
He betrayed no impatience.
“You will answer me for your sister’s sake,” he told her grimly.
“What do you mean? You will follow her?”
“I shall follow her.”
“And bring her back?”
“Back here? No, certainly not.”
“You will hurt her, bully her, terrify her!” The words were quick with agitation.
He ignored them. “Tell me where she is.”
She made a last effort.
“If I tell you–will you take me with you?”
“No,” he said, “I will not.”
“Then–then–” She was looking straight into those pitiless eyes. It seemed she could not help herself. “I will tell you,” she said at last. “But you will be kind to her? You will remember how young she is, and that–that you drove her to it?”
Her voice was piteous, her resistance was dead.
“I shall remember,” he said very quietly, “one thing only.”
“Yes?” she murmured. “Yes?”
“That she is my wife,” he said, in the same level tone. “Now–answer me.”
And because there was no longer any alternative course, she yielded.
Had he shown himself a raging demon she could have resisted him, and rejoiced in it. But this man, with his rigid self-control, his unswerving resolution, his deadly directness, dominated her irresistibly.
Without argument he had changed her point of view. Without argument or protestation of any sort, he had convinced her that it was no passing fancy of his that had prompted him to choose Nan for his wife. She had vaguely suspected it before. Now she knew.
CHAPTER IX
It was very dark over the moors. The solitary lights of a cab crawling almost at a foot pace along the lonely road shone like a will-o’-the-wisp through the snow. It had been snowing for hours, steadily, thickly, and the cold was intense. The dead heather by the roadside had long been completely hidden under that ever-increasing load. It lay in great billows of white wherever the carriage lamps revealed it, stretching away into the darkness, an immense, untrodden desert, wrapped in a deathly silence, more terrible than any sound.
It seemed to Nan, shivering inside that cheerless cab, as if the world had stopped like a run-down watch, and that she alone, with her melancholy equipage, retained in all that vast stillness the power to move.