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A very faint dull red crept suddenly over the pallor of the gigolo’s face. They were sitting out on a bench on the promenade, facing the ocean (in direct defiance on Mary’s part of all rules of conduct of respectable girls toward gigolos). Mary Hubbell had said rather brusque things before. But now, for the first time, the young man defended himself faintly.

“For us,” he replied in his exquisite French, “it is finished. For us there is nothing. This generation, it is no good. I am no good. They are no good.” He waved a hand in a gesture that included the promenaders, the musicians in the cafes, the dancers, the crowds eating and drinking at the little tables lining the walk.

“What rot!” said Mary Hubbell, briskly. “They probably said exactly the same thing in Asia after Alexander had got through with ’em. I suppose there was such dancing and general devilment in Macedonia that every one said the younger generation had gone to the dogs since the war, and the world would never amount to anything again. But it seemed to pick up, didn’t it?”

The boy turned and looked at her squarely for the first time, his eyes meeting hers. Mary looked at him. She even swayed toward him a little, her lips parted. There was about her a breathlessness, an expectancy. So they sat for a moment, and between them the air was electric, vibrant. Then, slowly, he relaxed, sat back, slumped a little on the bench. Over his face, that for a moment had been alight with something vital, there crept again the look of defeat, of sombre indifference. At sight of that look Mary Hubbell’s jaw set. She leaned forward. She clasped her fine large hands tight. She did not look at the gigolo, but out, across the blue Mediterranean, and beyond it. Her voice was low and a little tremulous and she spoke in English only.

“It isn’t finished here–here in Europe. But it’s sick. Back home, in America, though, it’s alive. Alive! And growing. I wish I could make you understand what it’s like there. It’s all new, and crude, maybe, and ugly, but it’s so darned healthy and sort of clean. I love it. I love every bit of it. I know I sound like a flag-waver but I don’t care. I mean it. And I know it’s sentimental, but I’m proud of it. The kind of thing I feel about the United States is the kind of thing Mencken sneers at. You don’t know who Mencken is. He’s a critic who pretends to despise everything because he’s really a sentimentalist and afraid somebody’ll find it out. I don’t say I don’t appreciate the beauty of all this Italy and France and England and Germany. But it doesn’t get me the way just the mention of a name will get me back home. This trip, for example. Why, last summer four of us–three other girls and I–motored from Wisconsin to California, and we drove every inch of the way ourselves. The Santa Fe Trail! The Ocean-to-Ocean Highway! The Lincoln Highway! The Dixie Highway! The Yellowstone Trail! The very sound of those words gives me a sort of prickly feeling. They mean something so big and vital and new. I get a thrill out of them that I haven’t had once over here. Why even this,” she threw out a hand that included and dismissed the whole sparkling panorama before her, “this doesn’t begin to give the jolt that I got out of Walla Walla, and Butte, and Missoula, and Spokane, and Seattle, and Albuquerque. We drove all day, and ate ham and eggs at some little hotel or lunch-counter at night, and outside the hotel the drummers would be sitting, talking and smoking; and there were Western men, very tanned and tall and lean, in those big two-gallon hats and khaki pants and puttees. And there were sunsets, and sand, and cactus and mountains, and campers and Fords. I can smell the Kansas corn fields and I can see the Iowa farms and the ugly little raw American towns, and the big thin American men, and the grain elevators near the railroad stations, and I know those towns weren’t the way towns ought to look. They were ugly and crude and new. Maybe it wasn’t all beautiful, but gosh! it was real, and growing, and big and alive! Alive!”