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Em
by
“Well, I guess if you don’t care, I’ll stay; I guess they won’t hurt me,”–the wraith of a smile flitted across her face.
“All right.” The foreman urged his horse forward.
“The Wickershams must be hard pressed,” he said to himself; “the girl looks pale. Confound those young rascals!”
Across at the camp Em could hear laughter and snatches of song. The soft rustle of the grape-leaves in the tepid breeze seemed to emphasize the stillness about her. Now and then a quail, tilting its queer little crest, scurried across the furrows and whirred out of sight. Pink-footed doves ran along the edge of the vineyard, mourning plaintively. The girl worked on without faltering, looking down the valley now and then through a blur that was not haze, and seeing always something there that dulled the pain of her loneliness.
The day wore on. Em had eaten her lunch alone, in the shadow of the cypress hedge. As the afternoon advanced and the sea-breeze wandered over the mountains in fitful gusts, the campers trooped homeward, still laughing and calling to each other with reckless shouts. Em straightened her aching limbs, and watched them as they went. ‘Rene’s pink dress fluttered close to the tallest form among them, loitering a little, and standing out in silhouette against the afternoon sky at the end of the straggling procession as it disappeared over the hilltop.
IV.
It was Friday evening, and Em laid five silver dollars on the kitchen table beside her mother.
“You can give that to Ben,” she said wearily.
Mrs. Wickersham glanced from the money to her daughter’s dusty shoes, and set, colorless face.
“Emmy, I’m afraid you’ve overdone,” she said with a start.
“No, I haven’t,” answered the girl without flinching; “it’s been a little hard yesterday and to-day, and I’m tired, that’s all. Don’t tell Ben.”
“Are you too tired to go to the church sociable this evening?” pursued the mother anxiously.
“Yes, I believe I am.”
“I saw Steve Elliott and ‘Rene Burnham driving that way a few minutes ago. I thought they was over at the camp.” Mrs. Wickersham had resumed her work and had her back toward her daughter.
“They weren’t there to-day,” said Em listlessly.
“Does she go with him much?”
There was a rising resentment in Mrs. Wickersham’s voice. Em glanced at her anxiously.
“I don’t know,” she faltered.
“I don’t see how she can act so!” the older woman broke out indignantly.
The girl’s face turned a dull white; she opened her lips to breathe.
“I used to think she liked Benny,” Mrs. Wickersham went on, speaking in a heated undertone. “I should think she’d be ashamed of herself.”
Em’s voice came back.
“I don’t believe Ben cares, mother,” she said soothingly.
“I don’t care if he doesn’t, she’d ought to,” urged Mrs. Wickersham, with maternal logic.
There was a sound of strained, ineffectual coughing in the front room. Mrs. Wickersham left her work and hurried away. When she came back Em was sitting on the doorstep with her forehead in her hands.
“Benny’s got a notion he could drive over to the store to-morrow,” her mother began excitedly; “he’s got something in his head. He thinks if Joe Atkinson would bring their low buggy–I’m sure I don’t know what to say;” the poor woman’s voice trembled with responsibility.
Em got up with a quick, decisive movement.
“Don’t say anything, mother. If Ben wants to go, he’s got to go. I’ll run over to Atkinson’s right away.”
Mrs. Wickersham caught her daughter’s arm.
“No, no; not to-night. He said in the morning, he must be better, don’t you think so, Emmy?” she pleaded.
“Of course,” said Em fiercely. Then she turned and fastened a loosened hairpin in her mother’s disordered hair. Even a caress wore its little mask of duty with Em. “Of course he’s better, mother,” she said more gently.
V.
It was Sunday, and the little valley was still with the stillness of warm, drowsy, quiescent life. At noon, the narrow road stretching between the shadowless barley-fields was haunted by slender, hurrying spirals of dust, like phantoms tempted by the silence to a wild frolic in the sunlight. The white air shimmered in wavy lines above the stubble. Em shut her eyes as she came out of the little church, as if the glare blinded her. Steve was waiting near the door, and a sudden, unreasoning hope thrilled her heart. He was looking for some one. She could hear the blood throbbing in her temples. He took a step forward. Then a red silken cloud shut out her sun, and the riot died out of her poor young heart. ‘Rene was smiling up into his sunburned face from the roseate glory of her new parasol. Em walked home through the sunlight with the echo of their banter humming in her ears.