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An awful woman! She is the patron saint of young physicians, and the bosom friend of old ones. In the mansions where she enters, the inmates provide themselves black garments; the coffin-maker follows her; and the bell tolls as she comes away from the threshold. Death himself has met her at so many a bedside, that he puts forth his bony hand to greet Nurse Toothaker.

She is an awful woman! And, O, is it conceivable, that this handmaid of human infirmity and affliction–so darkly stained, so thoroughly imbued with all that is saddest in the doom of mortals–can ever again be bright and gladsome, even though bathed in the sunshine of eternity? By her long communion with woe, has she not forfeited her inheritance of immortal joy? Does any germ of bliss survive within her?

Hark! an eager knocking at Nurse Toothaker’s door. She starts from her drowsy revery, sets aside the empty tumbler and teaspoon, and lights a lamp at the dim embers of the fire. Rap, rap, rap! again; and she hurries a-down the staircase, wondering which of her friends can be at death’s door now, since there is such an earnest messenger at Nurse Toothaker’s. Again the peal resounds, just as her hand is on the lock. “Be quick, Nurse Toothaker!” cries a man on the doorstep; “old General Fane is taken with the gout in his stomach, and has sent for you to watch by his death-bed. Make haste, for there is no time to lose!”

“Fane! Edward Fane! And has he sent for me at last? I am ready! I will get on my cloak and begone. So,” adds the sable-gowned, ashen- visaged, funereal old figure, “Edward Fane remembers his Rosebud!”

Our question is answered. There is a germ of bliss within her. Her long-hoarded constancy–her memory of the bliss that was–remaining amid the gloom of her after life, like a sweet-smelling flower in a coffin, is a symbol that all maybe renewed. In some happier clime, the Rosebud may revive again with all the dewdrops in its bosom.