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Merefleet did not answer her.

She went on quickly.

“My dear, it’s hard for me, too, though I’m bad and I deserve to suffer.”

Her voice broke and Merefleet made a convulsive movement towards her. But he checked himself. And Mab ended in a choked whisper with an appealing hand against his breast.

“Just go right away!” she said. “Take up your life where it was before you met me! Will you, dear? It–will make it easier for me if you will.”

A dead silence followed the low words. Then, moved by a marvellous influence which worked upon him irresistibly, Merefleet stooped and put the slight hand to his lips. He did not understand. He was as far from reading the riddle as he had been when he entered. But his love for this woman conquered his desire. He had thought to win an empire. He left the room a beaten slave.

CHAPTER XV

Men said that Bernard Merefleet, the gold-king, was curiously changed when once more he went among them. Something of the old grimness which had earned for him his sobriquet yet clung to his manner. But he was undeniably softer than of yore. There was an odd gentleness about him. Women said that he was marvellously improved. Among such as had known him in New York he became a favourite, little as he attempted to court favour.

Towards the end of the year he went down to the Midlands to stay with his friend Perry Clinton. They had not met for several years, and Clinton, who had married in the interval, also thought him changed.

“Is it prosperity or adversity that has made you so tame, dear fellow?” he asked him, as they sat together over dessert one night.

“Adversity,” said Merefleet, smiling faintly. “I’m getting old, Perry; and there’s no one to take care of me. And I find that money is vanity.”

Clinton understood.

“Better go round the world,” he said. “That’s the best cure for that.”

But Merefleet shook his head.

“It’s my own fault,” he said presently. “I’ve chucked away my life to the gold-demon. And now there is nothing left to me. You were wise in your generation. You may thank your stars, Perry, that when I wanted you to join me, you had the sense to refuse. When I heard you were married I called you a fool. But–I know better now.”

He paused. He had been speaking with a force that was almost passionate. When he continued his tone had changed.

“That is why you find me a trifle less surly than I used to be,” he said. “I used to hate my fellow-creatures. And now I would give all my money in exchange for a few disinterested friends. I’m sick of my lonely life. But for all that, I shall live and die alone.”

“You make too much of it,” said Clinton.

“Perhaps. But you can’t expect a man who has been into Paradise to be exactly happy when he is thrust outside.”

Clinton took up the evening paper without comment. Merefleet had never before spoken so openly to him. He realised that the man’s loneliness must oppress him heavily indeed thus to master his reserve.

“What news?” said Merefleet, after a pause.

“Nothing,” said Clinton. “Plague on the Continent. Railway mishap on the Great Northern. Another American Disaster.”

“What’s that?” said Merefleet with a touch of interest.

“Electric car accident. Ralph Warrender among the victims.”

“Warrender! What! Is he dead?”

“Yes. Killed instantaneously. Did you know him?”

“I have met him in business. I wasn’t intimate with him.”

“Isn’t he the man whose first wife was killed in a railway accident?” said Clinton reflectively, glad to have diverted Merefleet’s thoughts. “I thought so. I met her once and was so smitten with her that I purchased her portrait forthwith. The most marvellous woman’s face I ever saw. The man I got it from spoke of her with the most appalling enthusiasm. ‘Mab Warrender!’ he said. ‘If she is not the loveliest woman in U.S., I guess the next one would strike us blind.’ Here! I’ll show it you. Netta wants me to frame it.”