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“I stood listening, and looking on, and fairly sizzling with hot desire to speak, but dared not take the liberty. Presently an actor, noticing my eagerness, laughingly said:

“‘Well, what is it, Clara? You’ll have a fit if you don’t ease your mind with speech.’

“‘Oh, Uncle Dick,’ I answered, my words fairly tripping over one another in my haste, ‘I have a picture home, I cut out of a paper; it’s a picture of a great castle with towers and moats and things, and on the outer walls are men with spears and shields, and they seem to be looking for the enemy, and, Uncle Dick, the banner is floating over the high tower! So, don’t you think it ought to be read: “Hang out our banners! On the outward walls”–the outward wall, you know, is where the lookouts are standing–“the cry is still, they come!”‘

“A general laugh followed my excited explanation, but Uncle Dick patted me on the shoulder and said:

“‘Good girl, you stick to your picture–it’s right, and so are you. Many people read that line that way, but you have worked it out for yourself, and that’s a good plan to follow.’

“And,” says Miss Morris, “I swelled and swelled, it seemed to me, I was so proud of the gentle old man’s approval. But that same night I came woefully to grief. I had been one of the crowd of ‘witches.’ Later, being off duty, I was, as usual, planted in the entrance, watching the acting of the grown-ups and grown-greats. Lady Macbeth was giving the sleep-walking scene, in a way that jarred upon my feelings. I could not have told why, but it did. I believed myself alone, and when the memory-haunted woman roared out:

“‘Yet who would have thought the old man to have had so much blood in him?’ I remarked, under my breath. ‘Did you expect to find ink in him?’

“A sharp ‘ahem’ right at my shoulder told me I had been overheard, and I turned to face–oh, horror! the stage-manager. He glared angrily at me and demanded my ideas on the speech, which in sheer desperation at last I gave, saying:

“‘I thought Lady Macbeth was amazed at the quantity of blood that flowed from the body of such an old man–for when you get old, you know, sir, you don’t have so much blood as you used to, and I only thought that, as the “sleeping men were laced, and the knives smeared and her hands bathed with it,” she might perhaps have whispered, “Yet who would have thought the old man to have so much blood in him?”‘ I didn’t mean an impertinence. Down fell the tears, for I could not talk and hold them back at the same time.

“He looked at me in dead silence for a few moments, then he said: ‘Humph!’ and walked away, while I rushed to the dressing-room and cried and cried, and vowed that never, never again would I talk to myself–in the theater, at all events.

“Only a short time afterward I had a proud moment when I was allowed to go on as the longest witch in the caldron scene in ‘Macbeth.’ Perhaps I might have come to grief over it had I not overheard the leading man say: ‘That child will never speak those lines in the world!’ And the leading man was six feet tall and handsome, and I was thirteen and a half years old, and to be called a child!

“I was in a secret rage, and I went over and over my lines at all hours, under all circumstances, so that nothing should be able to frighten me at night. And then, with my pasteboard crown and white sheet and petticoat, I boiled up in the caldron and gave my lines well enough for the manager to say low:

“‘Good! Good!’ and the leading man next night asked me to take care of his watch and chain during his combat scene, and,” says Miss Morris, “my pride of bearing was unseemly, and the other girls loved me not at all, for, you see, they, too, knew he was six feet tall and handsome.”