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Some weeks later, at the close of a happy evening spent at Bleak House with my guardian and my dearest girl, I went at last to my own room, and presently heard a soft tap at the door, so I said, “Come in!” and there came in a pretty little girl, neatly dressed in mourning, who dropped a curtsey.

“If you please, miss,” said the little girl in a soft voice, “I am Charley.”

“Why so you are,” said I, stooping down in astonishment, and giving her a kiss. “How glad am I to see you, Charley!”

“If you please, miss,” pursued Charley, “I’m your maid!”

“Charley?”

“If you please, miss, I’m a present to you, with Mr. Jarndyce’s love. And O, miss,” says Charley, clapping her hands, with the tears starting down her dimpled cheeks, “Tom’s at school, if you please, and learning so good, and little Emma, she’s with Mrs. Blinder, miss, a-being took such care of! and Tom, he would have been at school–and Emma she would have been left with Mrs. Blinder–and me, I should have been here–all a deal sooner, miss; only Mr. Jarndyce thought Tom and Emma and me had better get a little used to parting, we was so small. Don’t cry, if you please, miss.”

“I can’t help it, Charley.”

“No, miss, nor I can’t help it,” said Charley. “And if you please, miss,” said Charley, “Mr. Jarndyce’s love, and he thinks you’ll like to teach me now and then. And if you please, Tom and Emma and me is to see each other once a month. And I’m so happy and so thankful, miss,” cried Charley with a heaving heart,–“and I’ll try to be such a good maid!”

Charley dried her eyes, and entered on her functions: going in her matronly little way about and about the room, and folding up everything she could lay her hands upon. Presently she came creeping back to my side, and said:

“O don’t cry, if you please, miss.”

And I said again, “I can’t help it.”

And Charley said again, “No, miss, nor I can’t help it.” And so, after all, I did cry for joy indeed, and so did she–and from that night my little maid shared in all the cares and duties, joys and sorrows of her mistress, and I grew to lean heavily upon the womanly, loving, little creature.

According to my guardian’s suggestion, I gave considerable time to Charley’s education, but I regret to say the results never reflected much credit upon my educational powers. As for writing–it was a trying business to Charley, in whose hand every pen appeared to become perversely animated, and to go wrong and crooked, and to stop and splash, and sidle into corners, like a saddle donkey. It was very odd to see what old letters Charley’s young hands had made. They, so shrivelled and tottering; it, so plump and round. Yet Charley was uncommonly expert at other things, and had as nimble little fingers as I ever watched.

“Well, Charley,” said I, looking over a copy of the letter O in which it was represented as square, triangular, pear-shaped, and collapsed in all kinds of ways, “We are improving. If we only get to make it round, we shall be perfect, Charley.”

Then I made one, and Charley made one, and the pen wouldn’t join Charley’s neatly, but twisted it up into a knot.

“Never mind, Charley. We shall do it in time.”

Charley laid down her pen, opened and shut her cramped little hand; and thanking me, got up and dropped me a curtsey, asking me if I knew a poor person by the name of Jenny. I answered that I did, but thought she had left the neighborhood altogether, “So she had, miss,” said Charley, “but she’s come back again, and she came about the house three or four days, hoping to get a glimpse of you, miss, but you were away. She saw me a-goin’ about, miss,” said Charley, with a short laugh of the greatest delight and pride, “and she thought I looked like your maid!”