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By The Turtles Of Tasman
by
There was an unfairness about it that perplexed Frederick, until he found solace in dwelling upon the failure Tom had made of life. Then it was, in quiet intervals, that he got some comfort and stiffened his own pride by showing Tom over the estate.
“You have done well, Fred,” Tom would say. “You have done very well.”
He said it often, and often he drowsed in the big smooth-running machine.
“Everything orderly and sanitary and spick and span–not a blade of grass out of place,” was Polly’s comment. “How do you ever manage it? I should not like to be a blade of grass on your land,” she concluded, with a little shivery shudder.
“You have worked hard,” Tom said.
“Yes, I have worked hard,” Frederick affirmed. “It was worth it.”
He was going to say more, but the strange flash in the girl’s eyes brought him to an uncomfortable pause. He felt that she measured him, challenged him. For the first time his honourable career of building a county commonwealth had been questioned–and by a chit of a girl, the daughter of a wastrel, herself but a flighty, fly-away, foreign creature.
Conflict between them was inevitable. He had disliked her from the first moment of meeting. She did not have to speak. Her mere presence made him uncomfortable. He felt her unspoken disapproval, though there were times when she did not stop at that. Nor did she mince language. She spoke forthright, like a man, and as no man had ever dared to speak to him.
“I wonder if you ever miss what you’ve missed,” she told him. “Did you ever, once in your life, turn yourself loose and rip things up by the roots? Did you ever once get drunk? Or smoke yourself black in the face? Or dance a hoe-down on the ten commandments? Or stand up on your hind legs and wink like a good fellow at God?”
“Isn’t she a rare one!” Tom gurgled. “Her mother over again.”
Outwardly smiling and calm, there was a chill of horror at Frederick’s heart. It was incredible.
“I think it is the English,” she continued, “who have a saying that a man has not lived until he has kissed his woman and struck his man. I wonder–confess up, now–if you ever struck a man.”
“Have you?” he countered.
She nodded, an angry reminiscent flash in her eyes, and waited.
“No, I have never had that pleasure,” he answered slowly. “I early learned control.”
Later, irritated by his self-satisfied complacence and after listening to a recital of how he had cornered the Klamath salmon-packing, planted the first oysters on the bay and established that lucrative monopoly, and of how, after exhausting litigation and a campaign of years he had captured the water front of Williamsport and thereby won to control of the Lumber Combine, she returned to the charge.
“You seem to value life in terms of profit and loss,” she said. “I wonder if you have ever known love.”
The shaft went home. He had not kissed his woman. His marriage had been one of policy. It had saved the estate in the days when he had been almost beaten in the struggle to disencumber the vast holdings Isaac Travers’ wide hands had grasped. The girl was a witch. She had probed an old wound and made it hurt again. He had never had time to love. He had worked hard. He had been president of the chamber of commerce, mayor of the city, state senator, but he had missed love. At chance moments he had come upon Polly, openly and shamelessly in her father’s arms, and he had noted the warmth and tenderness in their eyes. Again he knew that he had missed love. Wanton as was the display, not even in private did he and Mary so behave. Normal, formal, and colourless, she was what was to be expected of a loveless marriage. He even puzzled to decide whether the feeling he felt for her was love. Was he himself loveless as well?