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“But it don’t matter a bit if she does,” he thought loyally, crushing down the jealousy. “If she likes to like it better than me, it’s all right.”

Sometimes, though, Tommy felt uneasy. It was plain to be seen that Bessie had set her heart on that doll. And what would she do when the doll was sold, as would probably happen soon? Tommy thought Bessie would feel awful sad, and he would be responsible for it.

What Tommy feared came to pass. One afternoon, when they went up to Mr. Blacklock’s store, the doll was not in the window.

“Oh,” cried Bessie, bursting into tears, “she’s gone–Roselle Geraldine is gone.”

“Perhaps she isn’t sold,” said Tommy comfortingly. “Maybe they only took her out of the window ’cause the blue silk would fade. I’ll go in and ask.”

A minute later Tommy came out looking sober.

“Yes, she’s sold, Bessie,” he said. “Mr. Blacklock sold her to a lady yesterday. Don’t cry, Bessie–maybe they’ll put another in the window ‘fore long.”

“It won’t be mine,” sobbed Bessie. “It won’t be Roselle Geraldine. It won’t have a blue silk hat and such cunning brown eyes.”

Bessie cried quietly all the way home, and Tommy could not comfort her. He wished he had never shown her the doll in the window.

From that day Bessie drooped, and Tommy watched her in agony. She grew paler and thinner. She was too tired to go out walking, and too tired to do the little household tasks she had delighted in. She never spoke about Roselle Geraldine, but Tommy knew she was fretting about her. Mrs. Knox could not think what ailed the child.

“She don’t take a bit of interest in nothing,” she complained to Mrs. Puffer. “She don’t eat enough for a bird. The doctor, he says there ain’t nothing the matter with her as he can find out, but she’s just pining away.”

Tommy heard this, and a queer, big lump came up in his throat. He had a horrible fear that he, Tommy Puffer, was going to cry. To prevent it he began to whistle loudly. But the whistle was a failure, very unlike the real Tommy-whistle. Bessie was sick–and it was all his fault, Tommy believed. If he had never taken her to see that hateful, blue-silk doll, she would never have got so fond of it as to be breaking her heart because it was sold.

“If I was only rich,” said Tommy miserably, “I’d buy her a cartload of dolls, all dressed in blue silk and all with brown eyes. But I can’t do nothing.”

By this time Tommy had reached the paling in front of Miss Octavia’s lawn, and from force of habit he stopped to look over it. But there was not much to see this time, only the little green rows and circles in the brown, well-weeded beds, and the long curves of dahlia plants, which Miss Octavia had set out a few days before. All the geraniums were carried in, and the blinds were down. Tommy knew Miss Octavia was away. He had seen her depart on the train that morning, and heard her tell a friend that she was going down to Chelton to visit her brother’s folks and wouldn’t be back until the next day.

Tommy was still leaning moodily against the paling when Mrs. Jenkins and Mrs. Reid came by, and they too paused to look at the garden.

“Dear me, how cold it is!” shivered Mrs. Reid. “There’s going to be a hard frost tonight. Octavia’s flowers will be nipped as sure as anything. It’s a wonder she’d stay away from them overnight when her heart’s so set on them.”

“Her brother’s wife is sick,” said Mrs. Jenkins. “We haven’t had any frost this spring, and I suppose Octavia never thought of such a thing. She’ll feel awful bad if her flowers get frosted, especially them dahlias. Octavia sets such store by her dahlias.”

Mrs. Jenkins and Mrs. Reid moved away, leaving Tommy by the paling. It was cold–there was going to be a hard frost–and Miss Octavia’s plants and flowers would certainly be spoiled. Tommy thought he ought to be glad, but he wasn’t. He was sorry–not for Miss Octavia, but for her flowers. Tommy had a queer, passionate love for flowers in his twisted little soul. It was a shame that they should be nipped–that all the glory of crimson and purple and gold hidden away in those little green rows and circles should never have a chance to blossom out royally. Tommy could never have put this thought into words, but it was there in his heart. He wished he could save the flowers. And couldn’t he? Newspapers spread over the beds and tied around the dahlias would save them, Tommy knew. He had seen Miss Octavia doing it other springs. And he knew there was a big box of newspapers in a little shed in her backyard. Ned Williams had told him there was, and that the shed was never locked.