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Bartleby, the Scrivener
by
Again I sat ruminating what I should do. Mortified as I was at his behavior, and resolved as I had been to dismiss him when I entered my office, nevertheless I strangely felt something superstitious knocking at my heart, and forbidding me to carry out my purpose, and denouncing me for a villain if I dared to breathe one bitter word against this forlornest of mankind. At last, familiarly drawing my chair behind his screen, I sat down and said: Bartleby, never mind, then, about revealing your history; but let me entreat you, as a friend, to comply as far as may be with the usages of this office. Say now, you will help to examine papers to-morrow or next day: in short, say now, that in a day or two you will begin to be a little reasonable:say so, Bartleby.
At present I would prefer not to be a little reasonable, was his mildly cadaverous reply.
Just then the folding-doors opened, and Nippers approached. He seemed suffering from an unusually bad nights rest, induced by severer indigestion than common. He overheard those final words of Bartleby.
Prefer not, eh? gritted NippersId preferhim, if I were you, sir, addressing meId preferhim; Id give him preferences, the stubborn mule! What is it, sir, pray, that he prefersnot to do now?
Bartleby moved not a limb.
Mr. Nippers, said I, Id prefer that you would withdraw for the present.
Somehow, of late, I had got into the way of involuntarily using this word prefer upon all sorts of not exactly suitable occasions. And I trembled to think that my contact with the scrivener had already and seriously affected me in a mental way. And what further and deeper aberration might it not yet produce? This apprehension had not been without efficacy in determining me to summary measures.
As Nippers, looking very sour and sulky, was departing, Turkey blandly and deferentially approached.
With submission, sir, said he, yesterday I was thinking about Bartleby here, and I think that if he would but prefer to take a quart of good ale every day, it would do much towards mending him, and enabling him to assist in examining his papers.
So you have got the word, too, said I, slightly excited.
With submission, what word, sir, asked Turkey, respectfully crowding himself into the contracted space behind the screen, and by so doing, making me jostle the scrivener. What word, sir?
I would prefer to be left alone here, said Bartleby, as if offended at being mobbed in his privacy.
Thatsthe word, Turkey, said IThatsit.
Oh, prefer? oh yesqueer word. I never use it myself. But, sir, as I was saying, if he would but prefer
Turkey, interrupted I, you will please withdraw.
Oh certainly, sir, if you prefer that I should.
As he opened the folding-door to retire, Nippers at his desk caught a glimpse of m
e, and asked whether I would prefer to have a certain paper copied on blue paper or white. He did not in the least roguishly accent the word prefer. It was plain that it involuntarily rolled from his tongue. I thought to myself, surely I must get rid of a demented man, who already has in some degree turned the tongues, if not the heads of myself and clerks. But I thought it prudent not to break the dismission at once.
The next day I noticed that Bartleby did nothing but stand at his window in his dead-wall revery. Upon asking him why he did not write, he said that he had decided upon doing no more writing.
Why, how now? what next? exclaimed I, do no more writing?
No more.