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“Mother,” said Frances, straightening up anxiously, “you have a pitying expression on your face. Which of us is it for–speak out–don’t keep us in suspense. Has Mary Spearman told you that Sara Beaumont isn’t going to be at the picnic?”

“Or that the Governor isn’t going to be there?”

“Or that Nan Harris isn’t coming?”

“Or that something’s happened to put off the affair altogether?” cried Ralph and Cecilia and Elliott all at once.

Mrs. Newbury laughed. “No, it’s none of those things. And I don’t know just whom I do pity, but it is one of you girls. This is a letter from Grandmother Newbury. Tomorrow is her birthday, and she wants either Frances or Cecilia to go out to Ashland on the early morning train and spend the day at the Bay Shore Farm.”

There was silence on the verandah of the Newburys for the space of ten seconds. Then Frances burst out with: “Mother, you know neither of us can go tomorrow. If it were any other day! But the day of the picnic!”

“I’m sorry, but one of you must go,” said Mrs. Newbury firmly. “Your father said so when I called at the store to show him the letter. Grandmother Newbury would be very much hurt and displeased if her invitation were disregarded–you know that. But we leave it to yourselves to decide which one shall go.”

“Don’t do that,” implored Frances miserably. “Pick one of us yourself–pull straws–anything to shorten the agony.”

“No; you must settle it for yourselves,” said Mrs. Newbury. But in spite of herself she looked at Cecilia. Cecilia was apt to be looked at, someway, when things were to be given up. Mostly it was Cecilia who gave them up. The family had come to expect it of her; they all said that Cecilia was very unselfish.

Cecilia knew that her mother looked at her, but did not turn her face. She couldn’t, just then; she looked away out over the hills and tried to swallow something that came up in her throat.

“Glad I’m not a girl,” said Ralph, when Mrs. Newbury had gone into the house. “Whew! Nothing could induce me to give up that picnic–not if a dozen Grandmother Newburys were offended. Where’s your sparkle gone now, Fran?”

“It’s too bad of Grandmother Newbury,” declared Frances angrily.

“Oh, Fran, she didn’t know about the picnic,” said Cecilia–but still without turning round.

“Well, she needn’t always be so annoyed if we don’t go when we are invited. Another day would do just as well,” said Frances shortly. Something in her voice sounded choked too. She rose and walked to the other end of the verandah, where she stood and scowled down the road; Ralph and Elliott, feeling uncomfortable, went away.

The verandah was very still for a little while. The sun had quite set, and it was growing dark when Frances came back to the steps.

“Well, what are you going to do about it?” she said shortly. “Which of us is to go to the Bay Shore?”

“I suppose I had better go,” said Cecilia slowly–very slowly indeed.

Frances kicked her slippered toe against the fern jardiniere.

“You may see Nan Harris somewhere else before she goes back,” she said consolingly.

“Yes, I may,” said Cecilia. She knew quite well that she would not. Nan would return to Campden on the special train, and she was going back west in three days.

It was hard to give the picnic up, but Cecilia was used to giving things up. Nobody ever expected Frances to give things up; she was so brilliant and popular that the good things of life came her way naturally. It never seemed to matter so much about quiet Cecilia.

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Cecilia cried herself to sleep that night. She felt that it was horribly selfish of her to do so, but she couldn’t help it. She awoke in the morning with a confused idea that it was very late. Why hadn’t Mary called her, as she had been told to do?