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He laughed, but with a touch of wistfulness; and the girl came to him, laying her hand upon his arm, surprised into a sort of hesitant affection.

“How did you know, Jack? How did you, know that–things, invisible, gracious things, went about the spring woods? I never thought that you knew of them. You always seemed so sensible. I have reasoned it out, though,” Marian went on, sagaciously wrinkled as to the brow. “They are probably the heathen fauns and satyrs and such,–one feels somehow that they are all men. Don’t you, Jack? Well, when the elder gods were sent packing from Olympus there was naturally no employment left for these sylvan folk. So April took them into her service. Each year she sends them about every forest on her errands: she sends them to make up daffodil-cups, for instance, which I suppose is difficult, for evidently they make them out of sunshine; or to pencil the eyelids of the narcissi–narcissi are brazen creatures, Jack, and use a deal of kohl; or to marshal the fleecy young clouds about the sky; or to whistle the birds up from the south. Oh, she keeps them busy, does April! And ’tis true that if you be quite still you can hear them tripping among the dead leaves; and they watch you–with very bright, twinkling little eyes, I think,–but you never see them. And always, always there is that enormous whispering,–half-friendly, half-menacing,–as if the woods were trying to tell you something. ‘Tis not only the foliage rustling…. No, I have often thought it sounded like some gigantic foreigner–some Titan probably,–trying in his own queer and outlandish language to tell you something very important, something that means a deal to you, and to you in particular. Has not anybody ever understood him?”

He smiled. “And I, too, have dwelt in Arcadia,” said his Grace of Ormskirk. “Yes, I once heard April’s message, Marian, for all my crow’s-feet. But that was a long while ago, and perhaps I have forgotten it. I cannot tell, my dear. It is only from April in her own person that one hears this immemorial message. And as for me? Eh, I go into the April woods, and I find trees there of various sizes that pay no attention to me, and shrill, dingy little birds that deafen me, and it may be a gaudy flower or two, and, in any event, I find a vast quantity of sodden, decaying leaves to warn me the place is no fitting haunt for a gentleman afflicted with rheumatism. So I come away, my dear.”

Marian looked him over for a moment. “You are not really old,” she said, with rather conscious politeness. “And you are wonderfully well-preserved. Why, Jack, do you mind–not being foolish?” she demanded, on a sudden.

He debated the matter. Then, “Yes,” the Duke of Ormskirk conceded, “I suppose I do, at the bottom of my heart, regret that lost folly. A part of me died, you understand, when it vanished, and it is not exhilarating to think of one’s self as even partially dead. Once–I hardly know”–he sought the phrase,–“once this was a spacious and inexplicable world, with a mystery up every lane and an adventure around each street-corner; a world inhabited by most marvelous men and women,–some amiable, and some detestable, but every one of them very interesting. And now I miss the wonder of it all. You will presently discover, my dear, that youth is only an ingenious prologue to whet one’s appetite for a rather dull play. Eh, I am no pessimist,–one may still find satisfaction in the exercise of mind and body, in the pleasures of thought and taste and in other titillations of one’s faculties. Dinner is good and sleep, too, is excellent. But we men and women tend, upon too close inspection, to appear rather paltry flies that buzz and bustle aimlessly about, and breed perhaps, and eventually die, and rot, and are swept away from this fragile window-pane of time that opens on eternity.”