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“Pardon,” said the Duke of Ormskirk. He stood rigid, his arms held stiff at his sides, his hands clenched; the red mark showed plain against an ashy countenance. “Pardon me for a moment.” Once or twice he opened and shut his eyes like an automaton. “And stop behaving so ridiculously. I cannot fight you. I have other matters to attend to. We are wise, Harry,–you and I. We know that love sometimes does not endure; sometimes it flares up at a girl’s glance, quite suddenly, and afterward smoulders out into indifference or even into hatred. So, say we, let all sensible people marry for money, for then in any event you get what you marry for,–a material benefit, a tangible good, which does no vanish when the first squabble, or perhaps the first gray hair, arrives. That is sensible; but women, Harry, are not always sensible–“

“Draw, you coward!” Lord Brudenel snarled at him. The Earl had already lugged out his ineffectual dress sword, and would have been, as he stood on guard, a ludicrous figure had he not been rather terrible. His rage shook him visibly, and his obstinate mouth twitched and snapped like that of a beast cornered. All gray he was, and the sun glistened on his gray tye-wig as he waited. His eyes were coals.

But Ormskirk had regained composure. “You know that I am not a coward,” the Duke said, equably. “I have proven it many times. Besides, you overlook two details. One is that I have no sword with me, I am quite unarmed. The other detail is that only gentlemen fight duels, and just now we are hucksters, you and I, chaffering over Marian’s happiness. So I return to my bargaining. You will not sell Marian’s happiness to me for money? Why, then–remember, we are only hucksters, you and I,–I will purchase it by a dishonorable action. I will show you a woman’s letters,–some letters I was going to burn romantically before I married–Instead, I wish you to read them.”

He pushed the papers lying upon the table toward Lord Brudenel. Afterward Ormskirk turned away and stood looking over the ivy-covered balustrade into the gardens below. All white and green and blue the vista was, and of a monastic tranquillity, save for the plashing of the fountain behind the yew-hedge. From the gardens at his feet irresolute gusts brought tepid woodland odors. He heard the rustling of papers, heard Lord Brudenel’s sword fall jangling to the ground. The Duke turned.

“And for twenty years I have been eating my heart out with longing for her,” the Earl said. “And–and I thought you were my friend, Jack.”

“She was not your wife when I first knew her. But John Bulmer was a penniless nobody,–so they gave her to you, an earl’s heir, those sensible parents of hers. I never saw her again, though–as you see,–she wrote to me sometimes. And her parents did the sensible thing; but I think they killed her, Harry.”

“Killed her?” Lord Brudenel echoed, stupidly. Then on a sudden it was singular to see the glare in his eyes puffed out like a candle. “I killed her,” he whispered; “why, I killed Alison,–I!” He began to laugh. “Now that is amusing, because she was the one thing in the world I ever loved. I remember that she used to shudder when I kissed her. I thought it was because she was only a brown and thin and timid child, who would be wiser in love’s tricks by and by. Now I comprehend ’twas because every kiss was torment to her, because every time I touched her ’twas torment. So she died very slowly, did Alison,–and always I was at hand with my kisses, my pet names, and my paddlings,–killing her, you observe, always urging her graveward. Yes, and yet there is nothing in these letters to show how much she must have loathed me!” he said, in a mild sort of wonder. He appeared senile now, the shrunken and calamitous shell of the man he had been within the moment.