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They were standing in the shadow of the pine-fringed point that ran out to the left of the Cove. They had been walking together along the shore, watching the splendour of the sea sunset that flamed and glowed in the west, where there was a sea of mackerel clouds, crimson and amber tinted, with long, ribbon-like strips of apple-green sky between. They had walked in silence, hand in hand, as children might have done, yet with the stir and throb of a mighty passion seething in their hearts.

Magdalen turned as Esterbrook spoke, and looked at him in a long silence. The bay stretched out before them, tranced and shimmering; a few stars shone down through the gloom of dusk. Right across the translucent greens and roses and blues of the west hung a dark, unsightly cloud, like the blurred outline of a monstrous bat. In the dim, reflected light the girl’s mournful face took on a weird, unearthly beauty. She turned her eyes from Esterbrook Elliott’s set white face to the radiant gloom of the sea.

“That is best,” she answered at last, slowly.

“Best–yes! Better that we had never met! I love you–you know it–words are idle between us. I never loved before–I thought I did. I made a mistake and I must pay the penalty of that mistake. You understand me?”

“I understand,” she answered simply.

“I do not excuse myself–I have been weak and cowardly and disloyal. But I have conquered myself–I will be true to the woman to whom I am pledged. You and I must not meet again. I will crush this madness to death. I think I have been delirious ever since that day I saw you first, Magdalen. My brain is clearer now. I see my duty and I mean to do it at any cost. I dare not trust myself to say more. Magdalen, I have much for which to ask your forgiveness.”

“There is nothing to forgive,” she said steadily. “I have been as much to blame as you. If I had been as resolute as I ought to have been–if I had sent you away the second time as I did the first–this would not have come to pass. I have been weak too, and I deserve to atone for my weakness by suffering. There is only one path open to us. Esterbrook, good-bye.” Her voice quivered with an uncontrollable spasm of pain, but the misty, mournful eyes did not swerve from his. The man stepped forward and caught her in his arms.

“Magdalen, good-bye, my darling. Kiss me once–only once–before I go.”

She loosened his arms and stepped back proudly.

“No! No man kisses my lips unless he is to be my husband. Good-bye, dear.”

He bowed his head silently and went away, looking back not once, else he might have seen her kneeling on the damp sand weeping noiselessly and passionately.

* * * * *

Marian Lesley looked at his pale, determined face the next evening and read it like an open book.

She had grown paler herself; there were purple shadows under the sweet violet eyes that might have hinted of her own sleepless nights.

She greeted him calmly, holding out a steady, white hand of welcome. She saw the traces of the struggle through which he had passed and knew that he had come off victor.

The knowledge made her task a little harder. It would have been easier to let slip the straining cable than to cast it from her when it lay unresistingly in her hand.

For an instant her heart thrilled with an unutterably sweet hope. Might he not forget in time? Need she snap in twain the weakened bond between them after all? Perhaps she might win back her lost sceptre, yet if–

Womanly pride throttled the struggling hope. No divided allegiance, no hollow semblance of queenship for her!