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A Second Spring
by
On a Sunday afternoon the father and son sat in two old splint-bottomed chairs just inside the wood-house, in the shade. The wide doors were always thrown back at that time of the year, and there was a fine view across the country. William Haydon could see his own farm spread out like a green map; he was scanning the boundaries of the orderly fences and fields and the stretches of woodland and pasture. He looked away at them from time to time, or else bent over and poked among the wood-house dust and fine chips with his walking-stick. “There’s an old buckle that I lost one day ever so many years ago,” he exclaimed suddenly, and reached down to pick it up. William was beginning to look stout and middle-aged. He held out the rusty buckle to his father, but Israel Haydon sat stiffly upright, and hardly gave a glance at the useless object.
“I thought Elder Wall preached an excellent discourse this morning.” William made further attempt to engage his father’s interest and attention, but without avail.
“I wish you’d tell me what’s the matter with you, sir,” said the troubled son, turning squarely, and with honest kindness in his look. “It hurts my feelings, father. If I’ve put you out, I want to make amends. Marilla’s worried to death for fear it’s on her account. We both set everything by you, but you hold us off; and I feel, when I try to be company for you, as if you thought I belonged in jail, and hadn’t no rights of any kind. Can’t you talk right out with me, sir? Ain’t you well?”
“There! don’t run on, boy,” said the old man sadly. “I do the best I can; you’ve got to give me time. I’m dreadful hard pushed losin’ of your mother. I’ve lost my home; you ain’t got the least idea what it is, William.”
His old face quivered, and William rose hastily and went a step or two forward, making believe that he was looking after his horse. “Stand still, there!” he shouted to the placid creature, and then came back and reached out his hand to his father.
Israel took hold of it, but looked up, a little puzzled. “You ain’t going yet?” he asked. “Why, you’ve only just come.”
“I want you to ride over with me to supper to-night. I want you to see how well that piece o’ late corn looks, after all your saying I might’s well lay it down to turnips. Come, father; the horse’s right here, and ‘t will make a change for you. Ain’t you about got through with them pies aunt Martin left you when she went away? Come; we’re goin’ to have a hearty supper, and I want ye.”
“I don’t know but I will,” said Israel Haydon slowly. “We’ve got on pretty well–no, we ain’t, neither. I ain’t comfortable, and I can’t make nothin’ o’ that poor shoat of a boy. I’m buying o’ the baker an’ frying a pan o’ pork the whole time, trying to fill him up. I never was so near out o’ pork this time o’ year, not since I went to housekeepin’.”
“I heard he’d been tellin’ round the neighborhood that he was about starved,” said William plainly. “Our folks always had the name o’ being good providers.”
“How’d your mother use to wash up the cups an’ things to make ’em look decent?” asked Mr. Haydon suddenly; there was the humility of broken pride in his tone. “I can’t seem to find nothin’ to do with, anywhere about the house. I s’posed I knew where everything was. I expect I’ve got out all poor mother’s best things, without knowin’ the difference. Except there ain’t nothin’ nowhere that looks right to me,” he added.
William stooped to pick something out of the chips. “You’ll have to ask Marilla,” he said. “It mortifies me to have you go on in such a way. Now, father, you wouldn’t hear to anybody that was named to you, but if you go on this way much longer you’ll find that any housekeeper’s better than none.”