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“We will be here tomorrow afternoon,” he said.

“Mr. Shelmardine!” I protested. “I wish you wouldn’t put such ideas into my head. They won’t come out–no, not if I read a whole volume of sermons right through.”

We looked at each other for a second. Then he began to smile, and we both went off into a peal of laughter.

“At least let me know if Miss Fiske rampages,” he called after me as I fled.

But Aunt Martha was not awake–and I have been to the shore three afternoons since then. I was there today, and I’m going tomorrow for a boat sail with Mr. Shelmardine and the Allardyces. But I am afraid the former will do something rash soon. This afternoon he said: “I don’t think I can stand this much longer.”

“Stand what?” I asked.

“You know very well,” he answered recklessly. “Meeting you in this clandestine manner, and thereby causing that poor little conscience of yours such misery. If your aunt were not so–unreasonable, I should never have stooped to it.”

“It is all my fault,” I said contritely.

“Well, I hardly meant that,” he said grimly. “But hadn’t I better go frankly to your aunt and lay the whole case before her?”

“You would never see me again if you did that,” I said hastily–and then wished I hadn’t.

“That is the worst threat you could make,” he said.

July Twenty-fifth.

It is all over, and I am the most miserable girl in the world. Of course this means that Aunt Martha has discovered everything and the deserved punishment of my sins has overtaken me.

I slipped away again this afternoon and went for that boat sail. We had a lovely time but were rather late getting in, and I hurried home with many misgivings. Aunt Martha met me at the door.

My dress was draggled, my hat had slipped back, and the kinks and curls of my obstreperous hair were something awful. I know I looked very disreputable and also, no doubt, very guilty and conscience-stricken. Aunt gave me an unutterable look and then followed me up to my room in grim silence.

“Marguerite, what does this mean?”

I have lots of faults, but untruthfulness isn’t one of them. I confessed everything–at least, almost everything. I didn’t tell about the telescopes and deaf-mute alphabet, and Aunt was too horror-stricken to think of asking how I first made Mr. Shelmardine’s acquaintance. She listened in stony silence. I had expected a terrible scolding, but I suppose my crimes simply seemed to her too enormous for words.

When I had sobbed out my last word she rose, swept me one glance of withering contempt, and left the room. Presently Mrs. Saxby came up, looking concerned.

“My dear child, what have you been doing? Your aunt says that we are to go home on the afternoon train tomorrow. She is terribly upset.”

I just curled up on the bed and cried, while Mrs. Saxby packed my trunk. I will have no chance to explain matters to Mr. Shelmardine. And I will never see him again, for Aunt is quite capable of whisking me off to Africa. He will just think me a feather-brained flirt. Oh, I am so unhappy!

July Twenty-sixth.

I am the happiest girl in the world! That is quite a different strain from yesterday. We leave Fir Cottage in an hour, but that doesn’t matter now.

I did not sleep a wink last night and crawled miserably down to breakfast. Aunt took not the slightest notice of me, but to my surprise she told Mrs. Saxby that she intended taking a farewell walk to the shore. I knew I would be taken, too, to be kept out of mischief, and my heart gave a great bound of hope. Perhaps I would have a chance to send word to Francis, since Aunt did not know of the part my spyglass had played in my bad behaviour.

I meekly followed my grim guardians to the shore and sat dejectedly on my rug while they paced the sand. Francis was on the rocks. As soon as Aunt Martha and Mrs. Saxby were at a safe distance, I began my message: “All discovered. Aunt is very angry. We go home today.”

Then I snatched my glass. His face expressed the direst consternation and dismay. He signalled: “I must see you before you go.”

“Impossible. Aunt will never forgive me. Good-bye.”

I saw a look of desperate determination cross his face. If forty Aunt Marthas had swooped down upon me, I could not have torn my eyes from that glass.

“I love you. You know it. Do you care for me? I must have my answer now.”

What a situation! No time or chance for any maidenly hesitation or softening aureole of words. Aunt and Mrs. Saxby had almost reached the point where they invariably turned. I had barely time to spell out a plain, blunt “yes” and read his answer.

“I shall go home at once, get Mother and Connie, follow you, and demand possession of my property. I shall win the day. Have no fear. Till then, good-bye, my darling.”

“Marguerite,” said Mrs. Saxby at my elbow, “it is time to go.”

I got up obediently. Aunt Martha was as grim and uncompromising as ever, and Mrs. Saxby looked like a chief mourner, but do you suppose I cared? I dropped behind them just once before we left the shore. I knew he was watching me and I waved my hand.

I suppose I am really engaged to Francis Shelmardine. But was there ever such a funny wooing? And what will Aunt Martha say?