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“I ain’t fit to think of her,” he groaned. “I never did a decent thing in my life, as they say. But how can I give her up–God, how can I?”

He lay still a long time after that, until the moonlight crept around the boat and drove away the shadow. Then he got up and went slowly down to the water’s edge with Joan’s rose, all wet with his unaccustomed tears, in his hands. Slowly and reverently he plucked off the petals and scattered them on the ripples, where they drifted lightly off like fairy shallops on moonshine. When the last one had fluttered from his fingers, he went back to the house and hunted up Captain Alec Matheson, who was smoking his pipe in a corner of the verandah and watching the young folks dancing through the open door. The two men talked together for some time.

When the dance broke up and the guests straggled homeward, Paul sought Joan. Rob Shelley had his own girl to see home and relinquished the guardianship of his sister with a scowl. Paul strode out of the kitchen and down the steps at the side of Joan, smiling with his usual daredeviltry. He whistled noisily all the way up the lane.

“Great little dance,” he said. “My last in Prospect for a spell, I guess.”

“Why?” asked Joan wonderingly.

“Oh, I’m going to take a run down to South America in Matheson’s schooner. Lord knows when I’ll come back. This old place has got too deadly dull to suit me. I’m going to look for something livelier.”

Joan’s lips turned ashen under the fringes of her white fascinator. She trembled violently and put one of her small brown hands up to her throat. “You–you are not coming back?” she said faintly.

“Not likely. I’m pretty well tired of Prospect and I haven’t got anything to hold me here. Things’ll be livelier down south.”

Joan said nothing more. They walked along the spruce-fringed roads where the moonbeams laughed down through the thick, softly swaying boughs. Paul whistled one rollicking tune after another. The girl bit her lips and clenched her hands. He cared nothing for her–he had been making a mock of her as of others. Hurt pride and wounded love fought each other in her soul. Pride conquered. She would not let him, or anyone, see that she cared. She would not care!

At her gate Paul held out his hand.

“Well, good-bye, Joan. I’m sailing tomorrow so I won’t see you again–not for years likely. You will be some sober old married woman when I come back to Prospect, if I ever do.”

“Good-bye,” said Joan steadily. She gave him her cold hand and looked calmly into his face without quailing. She had loved him with all her heart, but now a fatal scorn of him was already mingling with her love. He was what they said he was, a scamp without principle or honour.

Paul whistled himself out of the Shelley lane and over the hill. Then he flung himself down under the spruces, crushed his face into the spicy frosted ferns, and had his black hour alone.

But when Captain Alec’s schooner sailed out of the harbour the next day, Paul King was on board of her, the wildest and most hilarious of a wild and hilarious crew. Prospect people nodded their satisfaction.

“Good riddance,” they said. “Paul King is black to the core. He never did a decent thing in his life.”