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“Yes,” my wife assented.

“But there is really no present question of that We are very happy as it is. We can wait, and wait willingly till Mrs. Bentley wishes us to wait no longer; or–“

He stopped, and we were both aware of something in his mind which he put from him. He became a little pale, and sat looking very grave. Then he rose. “I don’t know whether to say how welcome you would be at St. Michael’s to-morrow, for you may not be–“

“We are Unitarians, too,” said Mrs. March. “But we are coming to hear you.”

“I am glad you are coming to church,” said Glendenning, putting away the personal tribute implied with a gentle dignity that became him.

VII.

We waited a discreet time before returning the call of the Bentley ladies, but not so long as to seem conscious. In fact, we had been softened towards Mrs. Bentley by what Glendenning told us of her suffering, and we were disposed to forgive a great deal of patronage and superiority to her asthma; they were not part of the disease, but still they were somehow to be considered with reference to it in her case.

We were admitted by the maid, who came running down the hall stairway, with a preoccupied air, to the open door where we stood waiting. There were two great syringa-bushes on each hand close to the portal, which were in full flower, and which flung their sweetness through the doorway and the windows; but when we found ourselves in the dim old-fashioned parlor, we were aware of this odor meeting and mixing with another which descended from the floor above–the smell of some medicated pastille. There was a sound of anxious steps overhead, and a hurried closing of doors, with the mechanical sound of labored breathing.

“We have come at a bad time,” I suggested.

“Yes, why did they let us in?” cried my wife in an anguish of compassion and vexation. She repeated her question to Miss Bentley, who came down almost immediately, looking pale, indeed, but steady, and making a brave show of welcome.

“My mother would have wished it,” she said, “and she sent me as soon as she knew who it was. You mustn’t be distressed,” she entreated, with a pathetic smile. “It’s really a kind of relief to her; anything is that takes her mind off herself for a moment. She will be so sorry to miss you, and you must come again as soon as you can.”

“Oh, we will, we will!” cried my wife, in nothing less than a passion of meekness; and Miss Bentley went on to comfort her.

“It’s dreadful, of course, but it isn’t as bad as it sounds, and it isn’t nearly so bad as it looks. She is used to it, and there is a great deal in that. Oh, don’t go!” she begged, at a movement Mrs. March made to rise. “The doctor is with her just now, and I’m not needed. It will be kind if you’ll stay; it’s a relief to be out of the room with a good excuse!” She even laughed a little as she said this; she went on to lead the talk away from what was so intensely in our minds, and presently I heard her and my wife speaking of other things. The power to do this is from some heroic quality in women’s minds that we do not credit them with; we think it their volatility, and I dare say I thought myself much better, or at least more serious in my make, because I could not follow them, and did not lose one of those hoarse gasps of the sufferer overhead. Occasionally there came a stifling cry that made me jump, inwardly if not outwardly, but those women had their drama to play, and they played it to the end.

Miss Bentley came hospitably to the door with us, and waited there till she thought we could not see her turn and run swiftly up-stairs.