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“I beg your pardon,” said John Lincoln courteously, dropping the gate and lifting his hat. “I am looking for the house of Mr. James Conway–‘The Evergreens.’ Can you direct me to it?”

“That is Mr. James Conway’s house,” said the girl, with the tragic air and tone of one driven to desperation and an impatient gesture of her hand toward the yellow nightmare above them.

“I don’t think he can be the one I mean,” said Lincoln perplexedly. “The man I am thinking of has a niece, Miss Richmond.”

“There is no other James Conway in Plainfield,” said the girl. “This is his place–nobody calls it ‘The Evergreens’ but myself. I am Sidney Richmond.”

For a moment they looked at each other across the gate, sheer amazement and bewilderment holding John Lincoln mute. Sidney, burning with shame, saw that this stranger was exceedingly good to look upon–tall, clean-limbed, broad-shouldered, with clear-cut bronzed features and a chin and eyes that would have done honour to any man. John Lincoln, among all his confused sensations, was aware that this slim, agitated young creature before him was the loveliest thing he ever had seen, so lithe was her figure, so glossy and dark and silken her bare, wind-ruffled hair, so big and brown and appealing her eyes, so delicately oval her flushed cheeks. He felt that she was frightened and in trouble, and he wanted to comfort and reassure her. But how could she be Sidney Richmond?

“I don’t understand,” he said perplexedly.

“Oh!” Sidney threw out her hands in a burst of passionate protest. “No, and you never will understand–I can’t make you understand.”

“I don’t understand,” said John Lincoln again. “Can you be Sidney Richmond–the Sidney Richmond who has written to me for four years?”

“I am.”

“Then, those letters–“

“Were all lies,” said Sidney bluntly and desperately. “There was nothing true in them–nothing at all. This is my home. We are poor. Everything I told you about it and my life was just imagination.”

“Then why did you write them?” he asked blankly. “Why did you deceive me?”

“Oh, I didn’t mean to deceive you! I never thought of such a thing. When you asked me to write to you I wanted to, but I didn’t know what to write about to a stranger. I just couldn’t write you about my life here, not because it was hard, but it was so ugly and empty. So I wrote instead of the life I wanted to live–the life I did live in imagination. And when once I had begun, I had to keep it up. I found it so fascinating, too! Those letters made that other life seem real to me. I never expected to meet you. These last four days since your letter came have been dreadful to me. Oh, please go away and forgive me if you can! I know I can never make you understand how it came about.”

Sidney turned away and hid her burning face against the cool white bark of the birch tree behind her. It was worse than she had even thought it would be. He was so handsome, so manly, so earnest-eyed! Oh, what a friend to lose!

John Lincoln opened the gate and went up to her. There was a great tenderness in his face, mingled with a little kindly, friendly amusement.

“Please don’t distress yourself so, Sidney,” he said, unconsciously using her Christian name. “I think I do understand. I’m not such a dull fellow as you take me for. After all, those letters were true–or, rather, there was truth in them. You revealed yourself more faithfully in them than if you had written truly about your narrow outward life.”

Sidney turned her flushed face and wet eyes slowly toward him, a little smile struggling out amid the clouds of woe. This young man was certainly good at understanding. “You–you’ll forgive me then?” she stammered.

“Yes, if there is anything to forgive. And for my own part, I am glad you are not what I have always thought you were. If I had come here and found you what I expected, living in such a home as I expected, I never could have told you or even thought of telling you what you have come to mean to me in these lonely years during which your letters have been the things most eagerly looked forward to. I should have come this evening and spent an hour or so with you, and then have gone away on the train tomorrow morning, and that would have been all.

“But I find instead just a dreamy romantic little girl, much like my sisters at home, except that she is a great deal cleverer. And as a result I mean to stay a week at Plainfield and come to see you every day, if you will let me. And on my way back to the Bar N I mean to stop off at Plainfield again for another week, and then I shall tell you something more–something it would be a little too bold to say now, perhaps, although I could say it just as well and truly. All this if I may. May I, Sidney?”

He bent forward and looked earnestly into her face. Sidney felt a new, curious, inexplicable thrill at her heart. “Oh, yes.–I suppose so,” she said shyly.

“Now, take me up to the house and introduce me to your Aunt Jane,” said John Lincoln in satisfied tone.