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“It was self-defense,” he doggedly replied, as he met the glance of her scornful eyes.

“O egotist!” she cried; “must a man die that a dog may live? Must a mother’s gray hairs be brought in sorrow to the grave; must the heart of a wife be crushed within a bloody hand and children never know a father’s loving care, that such a thing as thou may’st yet encumber this fair earth? Precious indeed must be that life, purchased at such a price!”

But again the forms that had fled returned, and one, a frail, sweet-faced woman with a world of pity in her eyes, stood between him and his accuser. She took the scornful woman’s hand and gently said: “Sister, ’twas thee or me, ’twas thine or mine;” and in the music of her voice the ghastly object vanished.

The hoot of the owl and the howl of the wolf grew faint and far away; he fell into an uneasy slumber and saw himself, aged and gray, trying to keep pace with a fair youth, who mounted with free and graceful step a mountain whose summit was crowned with the light of everlasting day. Steeper and steeper grew the path, yet he strove with failing strength. The youth reached out a strong hand to him and said, “Lean on me;” but he put it back, crying fiercely: “No! no! climb thou alone farther I cannot go. On! On to the summit, where breaks the great white light, and there is no death!”

The youth struggled with the steeps and overcame them one by one, and mounted higher and ever higher, until he stood where never man had stood, the glory of the gods upon his face, the immortelles upon his brow. And people wondered and said to him, “Who is it that stands upon the mountain top where only tread the gods?” And he answered, “It is I–it is my other self.” And they said, “The poor old man is mad; let be, let be.”

The dog crept closer to its master and laid its head upon his breast. The vision changed, and he sat by a seacoal fire in chambers that once had echoed the glad voices of those whose graves were ‘mid the soughing pines. He held his one treasure to his heart and sang to it the old ditties that its mother was wont to sing when soothing her babe to slumber, until the golden head drooped low upon his breast. He wove about it fond dreams of what should be in the years to come, when, grown to manhood, it entered the arena of the world. A bony hand stole over his shoulder and seized the child, and looking up he beheld Death standing by his chair. He clasped his treasure close and struggled with the grisly specter, but it only mocked him, and tearing the child from him, fled into the outer void. He struggled to his feet and from his parched lips there burst a cry that echoed and reechoed through the dark woods and was hurled back from the distant hills.

At dawn the rustics found him, lying cold as his rocky bed, the beaded dew upon his grizzled beard, his horse with head low hanging over him, his dog keeping watch and ward.