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THE chamber in which the sick woman lay was furnished with every thing that taste could desire or comfort demand. Yet, from none of these elegant surroundings came there an opiate for the weary spirit, or a balm to soothe the pain from which she suffered. With heavy eyes, contracted brow, and face almost as white as the lace-fringed pillow it pressed, canopied with rich curtains, she reclined, sighing away the weary hours, or giving, voice to her discontent in fruitless complainings.

She was alone. A little while before, her attendant had left the room, taking with her a child, whose glad spirits–glad because admitted to his mother’s presence–had disturbed her.

“Take him out,” she had said, fretfully.

“You must go back to the nursery, dear.” The attendant spoke kindly, as she stooped to lift the child in her arms.

“No–no–no. I want to stay here. Do let me stay here, won’t you?”

“Mamma is sick, and you disturb her,” was answered.

“Oh no. I won’t disturb her. I’ll be so good.”

“Why don’t you take him out at once?” exclaimed the mother, in a harsh, excited voice. “It’s too much that I can’t have a little quiet! He’s made my head ache already. What does nurse mean by letting him come over here?”

As the screaming child was borne from the room, the sick woman clasped her hand to her temples, murmuring–

“My poor head! It was almost quiet; but now it throbs as if every vein were ready to burst! Why don’t they soothe that child?”

But the child screamed on, and his voice came ringing upon her ears. Nurse was cross, and took no pains to hush his cries; so the mother’s special attendant remained, for some time, away from the sick-chamber. By slow degrees she succeeded in diverting the child’s mind from his disappointment; but it was many minutes after his crying ceased before he would consent to her leaving him.

In the mean time the sun’s bright rays had found a small opening in one of the curtains that draped the windows, and commenced pouring in a few pencils of light, which fell, in a bright spot, on a picture that hung against the wall; resting, in fact upon the fair forehead of a beautiful maiden, and giving a hue of life to the features. It was like a bit of fairy-work–a touch almost of enchantment. The eyes of the invalid were resting on this picture as the magic change began to take place.

How the lovely vision, if it might so be called, won her from thoughts of pain! Ah, if we could say so? Raising herself, she grasped the pendent tassel of the bell-rope, and rang with a violent hand; then sank down with a groan, exhausted by the effort, shut her eyes, and buried her face in the pillow. Leaving the only half-comforted child, her attendant hastily obeyed the summons.

“The sun is blinding me!” said the unhappy invalid, as she entered the chamber. “How could you be so careless in arranging the curtains!”

A touch, and the sweet vision which had smiled all so vainly for the poor sufferer, was lost in shadows. There was a subdued light, and almost pulseless silence in the chamber.

“Do take those flowers away, their odour is dreadful to me!”

A beautiful bouquet of sweet flowers, sent by a sympathizing friend, was removed from the chamber. Half an hour afterward–the attendant thought her sleeping–she exclaimed–

“Oh, how that does worry me!”

“What worries you, ma’am?” was kindly asked.

“That doll on the mantel. It is entirely out of place here. I wish you would remove it. Oh, dear, dear! And that toilette-glass–straighten it, if you please. I can’t bear any thing crooked. And there’s Mary’s rigolette on the bureau; the careless child! She never puts any thing away.”

These little annoyances were removed, and the invalid was quiet again–externally quiet, but within all was fretfulness and mental pain.