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The Man Who Went Wrong
by
I asked what had become of his sister-in-law, the lady with the swollen face.
“I couldn’t rightly tell you, sir,” answered the old lady, “she ain’t livin’ with us now. You see, sir,” she continued, “John’s got different notions to what ‘e used to ‘ave. ‘E don’t cotten much to them as ain’t found grace, and poor Jane never did ‘ave much religion!”
“And the little one?” I inquired. “The one with the curls?”
“What, Bessie, sir?” said the old lady. “Oh, she’s out at service, sir; John don’t think it good for young folks to be idle.”
“Your son seems to have changed a good deal, Mrs. Burridge,” I remarked.
“Ay, sir,” she assented, “you may well say that. It nearly broke my ‘art at fust; everythin’ so different to what it ‘ad been. Not as I’d stand in the boy’s light. If our being a bit uncomfortable like in this world is a-going to do ‘im any good in the next me and father ain’t the ones to begrudge it, are we, old man?”
The “old man” concurred grumpily.
“Was it a sudden conversion?” I asked. “How did it come about?”
“It was a young woman as started ‘im off,” explained the old lady. “She come round to our place one day a-collectin’ for somethin’ or other, and Jack, in ‘is free-‘anded way, ‘e give ‘er a five-pun’ note. Next week she come agen for somethin’ else, and stopped and talked to ‘im about ‘is soul in the passage. She told ‘im as ‘e was a-goin’ straight to ‘ell, and that ‘e oughter give up the bookmakin’ and settle down to a respec’ble, God-fearin’ business. At fust ‘e only laughed, but she lammed in tracts at ‘im full of the most awful language; and one day she fetched ‘im round to one of them revivalist chaps, as fair settled ‘im.
“‘E ain’t never been his old self since then. ‘E give up the bettin’ and bought this ‘ere, though what’s the difference blessed if I can see. It makes my ‘eart ache, it do, to ‘ear my Jack a-beatin’ down the poor people–and it ain’t like ‘im. It went agen ‘is grain at fust, I could see; but they told him as ‘ow it was folks’s own fault that they was poor, and as ‘ow it was the will of God, because they was a drinkin’, improvident lot.
“Then they made ‘im sign the pledge. ‘E’d allus been used to ‘is glass, Jack ‘ad, and I think as knockin’ it off ‘ave soured ‘im a bit–seems as if all the sperit ‘ad gone out of ‘im–and of course me and father ‘ave ‘ad to give up our little drop too. Then they told ‘im as ‘e must give up smokin’- that was another way of goin’ straight to ‘ell–and that ain’t made ‘im any the more cheerful like, and father misses ‘is little bit–don’t ye, father?”
“Ay,” answered the old fellow savagely; “can’t say I thinks much of these ‘ere folks as is going to heaven; blowed if I don’t think they’ll be a chirpier lot in t’other place.”
An angry discussion in the shop interrupted us. Jack had returned, and was threatening an excited woman with the police. It seemed she had miscalculated the date, and had come a day too late with her interest.
Having got rid of her, he came into the parlour with the watch in his hand.
“It’s providential she was late,” he said, looking at it; “it’s worth ten times what I lent on it.”
He packed his father back into the shop, and his mother down into the kitchen to get his tea, and for a while we sat together talking.
I found his conversation a strange mixture of self-laudation, showing through a flimsy veil of self-disparagement, and of satisfaction at the conviction that he was “saved,” combined with equally evident satisfaction that most other people weren’t–somewhat trying, however; and, remembering an appointment, rose to go.
He made no effort to stay me, but I could see that he was bursting to tell me something. At last, taking a religious paper from his pocket, and pointing to a column, he blurted out:
“You don’t take any interest in the Lord’s vineyard, I suppose, sir?”
I glanced at the part of the paper indicated. It announced a new mission to the Chinese, and heading the subscription list stood the name, “Mr. John Burridge, one hundred guineas.”
“You subscribe largely, Mr. Burridge,” I said, handing him back the paper.
He rubbed his big hands together. “The Lord will repay a hundredfold,” he answered.
“In which case it’s just as well to have a note of the advance down in black and white, eh?” I added.
His little eyes looked sharply at me; but he made no reply, and, shaking hands, I left him.