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The Grey Wig
by
On the average each speculated a full franc a week, with scarcely a gleam of encouragement. Two francs a week each–already the year becomes six months! For six months one can hold out. Hardships shared are halved, too. It will seem scarce three months. Ah, how good are the blessed saints!
But over the morning coffee Madame Valiere objected that they might win the whole hundred francs in a week!
It was true; it was heartbreaking.
Madame Depine made a reckless reference to her brooch, but the Princess had a gesture of horror. “And wear your heart on your shawl when your friends come?” she exclaimed poetically. “Sooner my watch shall go, since that at least is hidden in my bosom!”
“Heaven forbid!” ejaculated Madame Depine. “But if you sold the other things hidden in your bosom!”
“How do you mean?”
“The Royal Secrets.”
The “Princess” blushed. “What are you thinking of?”
“The journalist below us tells me that gossip about the great sells like Easter buns.”
“He is truly below us,” said Madame Valiere, witheringly. “What! sell one’s memories! No, no; it would not be convenable. There are even people living–“
“But nobody would know,” urged Madame Depine.
“One must carry the head high, even if it is not grey.”
It was almost a quarrel. Far below the steam-tram was puffing past. At the window across the street a woman was beating her carpet with swift, spasmodic thwacks, as one who knew the legal time was nearly up. In the tragic silence which followed Madame Valiere’s rebuke, these sounds acquired a curious intensity.
“I prefer to sacrifice the lottery rather than honour,” she added, in more conciliatory accents.
IX
The long quasi-Lenten weeks went by, and unflinchingly the two old ladies pursued their pious quest of the grey wig. Butter had vanished from their bread, and beans from their coffee. Their morning brew was confected of charred crusts, and as they sipped it solemnly they exchanged the reflection that it was quite equal to the coffee at the cremerie. Positively one was safer drinking one’s own messes. Figs, no longer posing as a pastime of the palate, were accepted seriously as pieces de resistance. The Spring was still cold, yet fires could be left to die after breakfast. The chill had been taken off, and by mid-day the sun was in its full power. Each sustained the other by a desperate cheerfulness. When they took their morning walk in the Luxembourg Gardens–what time the blue-aproned Jacques was polishing their waxed floors with his legs for broom-handles–they went into ecstasies over everything, drawing each other’s attention to the sky, the trees, the water. And, indeed, of a sunshiny morning it was heartening to sit by the pond and watch the wavering sheet of beaten gold water, reflecting all shades of green in a restless shimmer against the shadowed grass around. Madame Valiere always had a bit of dry bread to feed the pigeons withal–it gave a cheerful sense of superfluity, and her manner of sprinkling the crumbs revived Madame Depine’s faded images of a Princess scattering New Year largess.
But beneath all these pretences of content lay a hollow sense of desolation. It was not the want of butter nor the diminished meat; it was the total removal from life of that intangible splendour of hope produced by the lottery ticket. Ah! every day was drawn blank now. This gloom, this gnawing emptiness at the heart, was worse than either had foreseen or now confessed. Malicious Fate, too, they felt, would even crown with the grand prix the number they would have chosen. But for the prospective draw for the Wig–which reintroduced the aleatory–life would scarcely have been bearable.
Madame Depine’s sister-in-law’s visit by the June excursion train was a not unexpected catastrophe. It only lasted a day, but it put back the Grey Wig by a week, for Madame Choucrou had to be fed at Duval’s, and Madame Valiere magnanimously insisted on being of the party: whether to run parallel with her friend, or to carry off the brown wig, she alone knew. Fortunately, Madame Choucrou was both short-sighted and colour-blind. On the other hand, she liked a petit verre with her coffee, and both at a separate restaurant. But never had Madame Valiere appeared to Madame Depine’s eyes more like the “Princess,” more gay and polished and debonair, than at this little round table on the sunlit Boulevard. Little trills of laughter came from the half-toothless gums; long gloved fingers toyed with the liqueur glass or drew out the old-fashioned watch to see that Madame Choucrou did not miss her train; she spent her sou royally on a hawked journal. When they had seen Madame Choucrou off, she proposed to dock meat entirely for a fortnight so as to regain the week. Madame Depine accepted in the same heroic spirit, and even suggested the elimination of the figs: one could lunch quite well on bread and milk, now the sunshine was here. But Madame Valiere only agreed to a week’s trial of this, for she had a sweet tooth among the few in her gums.