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“He thinks–in fact we all three do–that because you are getting along in years–you know you are, Auntie–and because your rheumatism bothers you so much at times that–that–well, perhaps that we should make a change in the running of the house. So–so—-” She hesitated, then broke off altogether, anxious though she was to make an end to what she foresaw must be a painful scene for all three of them. Poor Emmy Lou was finding this job which she had nerved herself to carry through a desperately hard job. And Aunt Sharley’s attitude was not making it any easier for her either.

“‘So’ whut?” snapped Aunt Sharley; then answered herself: “An’ so de wind blow frum dat quarter, do hit? De young gen’l’man ain’t j’ined de fambly yit an’ already he’s settin’ hisse’f to run it. All right den. Go on, chile–quit mumblin’ up yore words an’ please go on an’ tell me whut you got to say! But ef you’s fixin’ to bring up de subjec’ of my lettin’ ary one of dese yere young flighty-haided, flibbertigibbeted, free-issue nigger gals come to work on dis place, you mout ez well save yore breath now an’ yereafter, ‘ca’se so long ez Ise able to drag one foot behine t’other I p’intedly does aim to manage dis yere kitchen.”

“It isn’t that–exactly,” blurted out Emmy Lou. “You see, Auntie,” she went on desperately, “we’ve decided, Harvey and I, that after our marriage we’ll live here. We couldn’t leave Mildred alone, and until she gets married this is going to be home for us all. And so we’re afraid–with one more coming into the household and everything–that the added work is going to be too heavy for you to undertake. So we’ve decided that–that perhaps it would be better all round if you–if we–if you—-“

“Go on, chile; say it, whutever it is.”

“—-that perhaps it would be better if you left here altogether and went to live in that nice little house that papa left you in his will.”

Perhaps they did not see the stricken look that came into the eyes of the old negress or else she hid the look behind the fit of rage that instantly possessed her. Perhaps they mistook the grey pallor that overspread the old face, turning it to an ashen colour, for the hue of temper.

“Do it all mean, den, dat after all dese yeahs you’s tryin’ to git shet of me–tryin’ to t’row me aside lak an’ ole worn-out broom? Well, I ain’t gwine go!” Her voice soared shrilly to match the heights of her tantrum.

“Your wages will go on just the same–Harvey insists on that as much as we do,” Emmy Lou essayed. “Don’t you see, Auntie, that your life will be easier? You will have your own little home and your own little garden. You can come to see us–come every day if you want to. We’ll come to see you. Things between us will go on almost exactly the same as they do now. You know how much we love you–Mildred and I. You know we are trying to think of your comfort, don’t you?”

“Of course you do, Aunt Sharley,” Mildred put in. “It isn’t as if you were going clear out of our lives or we out of yours. You’ll be ever so much happier.”

“Well, I jes’ ain’t gwine go nary step.” The defiant voice had become a passionate shriek. “Think Ise gwine leave yere an’ go live in dat little house down dere by dem noisy tracks whar all dem odds an’ ends of pore w’ite trash lives–dem scourin’s an’ sweepin’s whut come yere to wuk in de new cotton mill! Think Ise gwine be corntent to wuk in a gyarden whilst I knows Ise needed right yere to run dis place de way which it should be run! Think Ise gwine set quiet whilst Ise pulled up by de roots an’ transported ‘way frum de house whar Ise spend purty nigh de whole of my endurin’ life! Well, I won’t go–I won’t never go! I won’t go–‘ca’se I jes’ can’t!” And then, to the intense distress of the girls, Aunt Sharley slumped into a chair, threw her floury hands over her face and with the big tears trickling out between her fingers she moaned over and over again between her gulping breaths: