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“She was–and that was all the good it did her. ‘Favour is deceitful and beauty is vain,’ Ursula. She was Sarah Pyatt and she married Fred Proctor. He was one of your wicked, fascinating men. After she married him he give up being fascinating but he kept on being wicked. That’s the men for you. Her sister Flora weren’t much luckier. Her man was that domineering she couldn’t call her soul her own. Finally he couldn’t get his own way over something and he just suicided by jumping into the well. A good riddance–but of course the well was spoiled. Flora could never abide the thought of using it again, poor thing. That’s men for you.

“And there’s that old Enoch Allan on his way to the station. He’s ninety if he’s a day. You can’t kill some folks with a meat axe. His wife died twenty years ago. He’d been married when he was twenty so they’d lived together for fifty years. She was a faithful, hard-working creature and kept him out of the poorhouse, for he was a shiftless soul, not lazy, exactly, but just too fond of sitting. But he weren’t grateful. She had a kind of bitter tongue and they did use to fight scandalous. O’ course it was all his fault. Well, she died, and old Enoch and my father drove together to the graveyard. Old Enoch was awful quiet all the way there and back, but just afore they got home, he says solemnly to Father: ‘You mayn’t believe it, Henry, but this is the happiest day of my life.’ That’s men for you. His brother, Scotty Allan, was the meanest man ever lived in these parts. When his wife died she was buried with a little gold brooch in her collar unbeknownst to him. When he found it out he went one night to the graveyard and opened up the grave and the casket to get that brooch.”

“Oh, Aunt Philippa, that is a horrible story,” I cried, recoiling with a shiver over the gruesomeness of it.

“‘Course it is, but what would you expect of a man?” retorted Aunt Philippa.

Somehow, her stories began to affect me in spite of myself. There were times when I felt very dreary. Perhaps Aunt Philippa was right. Perhaps men possessed neither truth nor constancy. Certainly Mark had forgotten me. I was ashamed of myself because this hurt me so much, but I could not help it. I grew pale and listless. Aunt Philippa sometimes peered at me sharply, but she held her peace. I was grateful for this.

* * * * *

But one day a letter did come from Mark. I dared not read it until I was safely in my own room. Then I opened it with trembling fingers.

The letter was a little stiff. Evidently Mark was feeling sore enough over things. He made no reference to our quarrel or to my sojourn in Prince Edward Island. He wrote that his firm was sending him to South Africa to take charge of their interests there. He would leave in three weeks’ time and could not return for five years. If I still cared anything for him, would I meet him in Halifax, marry him, and go to South Africa with him? If I would not, he would understand that I had ceased to love him and that all was over between us.

That, boiled down, was the gist of Mark’s letter. When I had read it I cast myself on the bed and wept out all the tears I had refused to let myself shed during my weeks of exile.

For I could not do what Mark asked–I could not. I couldn’t run away to be married in that desolate, unbefriended fashion. It would be a disgrace. I would feel ashamed of it all my life and be unhappy over it. I thought that Mark was rather unreasonable. He knew what my feelings about run-away marriages were. And was it absolutely necessary for him to go to South Africa? Of course his father was behind it somewhere, but surely he could have got out of it if he had really tried.