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Akin To Love
by
“Because I can’t help hoping that you’ll change your mind through time,” David replied meekly.
“Well, you just listen to me. I will not marry you. That is in the first place. And in the second, this is to be final. It has to be. You are never to ask me this again under any circumstances. If you do I will not answer you–I will not let on I hear you at all; but (and Josephine spoke very slowly and impressively) I will never speak to you again–never. We are good friends now, and I like you real well, and like to have you drop in for a neighbourly chat as often as you wish to, but there’ll be an end, short and sudden, to that, if you don’t mind what I say.”
“Oh, Josephine, ain’t that rather hard?” protested David feebly. It seemed terrible to be cut off from all hope with such finality as this.
“I mean every word of it,” returned Josephine calmly. “You’d better go home now, David. I always feel as if I’d like to be alone for a spell after a disagreeable experience.”
David obeyed sadly and put on his cap and overcoat. Josephine kindly warned him not to slip and break his legs on the porch, because the floor was as icy as anything; and she even lighted a candle and held it up at the kitchen door to guide him safely out. David, as he trudged sorrowfully homeward across the fields, carried with him the mental picture of a plump, sonsy woman, in a trim dress of plum-coloured homespun and ruffled blue-check apron, haloed by candlelight. It was not a very romantic vision, perhaps, but to David it was more beautiful than anything else in the world.
When David was gone Josephine shut the door with a little shiver. She blew out the candle, for it was not yet dark enough to justify artificial light to her thrifty mind. She thought the big, empty house, in which she was the only living thing, was very lonely. It was so still, except for the slow tick of the “grandfather’s clock” and the soft purr and crackle of the wood in the stove. Josephine sat down by the window.
“I wish some of the Sentners would run down,” she said aloud. “If David hadn’t been so ridiculous I’d have got him to stay the evening. He can be good company when he likes–he’s real well-read and intelligent. And he must have dismal times at home there with nobody but Zillah.”
She looked across the yard to the little house at the other side of it, where her French-Canadian hired man lived, and watched the purple spiral of smoke from its chimney curling up against the crocus sky. Would she run over and see Mrs. Leon Poirier and her little black-eyed, brown-skinned baby? No, they never knew what to say to each other.
“If ’twasn’t so cold I’d go up and see Ida,” she said. “As it is, I guess I’d better fall back on my knitting, for I saw Jimmy Sentner’s toes sticking through his socks the other day. How setback poor David did look, to be sure! But I think I’ve settled that marrying notion of his once for all and I’m glad of it.”
She said the same thing next day to Mrs. Tom Sentner, who had come down to help her pick her geese. They were at work in the kitchen with a big tubful of feathers between them, and on the table a row of dead birds, which Leon had killed and brought in. Josephine was enveloped in a shapeless print wrapper, and had an apron tied tightly around her head to keep the down out of her beautiful hair, of which she was rather proud.
“What do you think, Ida?” she said, with a hearty laugh at the recollection. “David Hartley was here to tea last night, and asked me to marry him again. There’s a persistent man for you. I can’t brag of ever having had many beaux, but I’ve certainly had my fair share of proposals.”