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“Given you a sort of compass to steer by, haven’t I?” queried Abel with a smile. “I ain’t too modest to take some credit for it. I saw I could do you some good. But my garden has done more than I did, if you’ll believe it. It’s wonderful what a garden can do for a man when he lets it have its way. Come, sit down here and bask, master. The sunshine may be gone to-morrow. Let’s just sit and think.”

We sat and thought for a long while. Presently Abel said abruptly:

“You don’t see the folks I see in this garden, master. You don’t see anybody but me and old Tamzine and Captain Kidd. I see all who used to be here long ago. It was a lively place then. There were plenty of us and we were as gay a set of youngsters as you’d find anywhere. We tossed laughter backwards and forwards here like a ball. And now old Tamzine and older Abel are all that are left.”

He was silent a moment, looking at the phantoms of memory that paced invisibly to me the dappled walks and peeped merrily through the swinging boughs. Then he went on:

“Of all the folks I see here there are two that are more vivid and real than all the rest, master. One is my sister Alice. She died thirty years ago. She was very beautiful. You’d hardly believe that to look at Tamzine and me, would you? But it is true. We always called her Queen Alice–she was so stately and handsome. She had brown eyes and red gold hair, just the colour of that nasturtium there. She was father’s favourite. The night she was born they didn’t think my mother would live. Father walked this garden all night. And just under that old apple-tree he knelt at sunrise and thanked God when they came to tell him that all was well.

“Alice was always a creature of joy. This old garden rang with her laughter in those years. She seldom walked–she ran or danced. She only lived twenty years, but nineteen of them were so happy I’ve never pitied her over much. She had everything that makes life worth living–laughter and love, and at the last sorrow. James Milburn was her lover. It’s thirty-one years since his ship sailed out of that harbour and Alice waved him good-bye from this garden. He never came back. His ship was never heard of again.

“When Alice gave up hope that it would be, she died of a broken heart. They say there’s no such thing; but nothing else ailed Alice. She stood at yonder gate day after day and watched the harbour; and when at last she gave up hope life went with it. I remember the day: she had watched until sunset. Then she turned away from the gate. All the unrest and despair had gone out of her eyes. There was a terrible peace in them–the peace of the dead. ‘He will never come back now, Abel,’ she said to me.

“In less than a week she was dead. The others mourned her, but I didn’t, master. She had sounded the deeps of living and there was nothing else to linger through the years for. My grief had spent itself earlier, when I walked this garden in agony because I could not help her. But often, on these long warm summer afternoons, I seem to hear Alice’s laughter all over this garden; though she’s been dead so long.”

He lapsed into a reverie which I did not disturb, and it was not until another day that I learned of the other memory that he cherished. He reverted to it suddenly as we sat again in the hop-vine arbour, looking at the glimmering radiance of the September sea.

“Master, how many of us are sitting here?”

“Two in the flesh. How many in the spirit I know not,” I answered, humouring his mood.