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The countess looked up. “Why are you wandering about like a soul in torment? What do you want?” she said.

“Want! I want him!” replied Natacha, shortly, and her eyes glowed. “Now, here–at once!”

Her mother gazed at her anxiously.

“Do not look at me like that; you will make me cry.”

“Sit down here.”

“Mamma, I want him, I want him! Why must I die of weariness?” Her voice broke and tears started from her eyes. She hastily quitted the drawing-room and went to the housekeeper’s room, where an old servant was scolding one of the girls who had just come in breathless from out-of-doors.

“There is a time for all things,” growled the old woman. “You have had time enough for play.”

“Oh, leave her in peace, Kondratievna,” said Natacha. “Run away, Mavroucha–go.”

Pursuing her wandering, Natacha went into the hall; an old man-servant was playing cards with two of the boys. Her entrance stopped their game and they rose. “And what am I to say to these?” thought she.

“Nikita, would you please go–what on earth can I ask for?–go and find me a cock; and you, Micha, a handful of corn.”

“A handful of corn?” said Micha, laughing.

“Go, go at once,” said the old man.

“And you, Fedor, can you give me a piece of chalk?”

Then she went on to the servants’ hall and ordered the samovar to be got ready, though it was not yet tea-time; she wanted to try her power over Foka, the old butler, the most morose and disobliging of all the servants. He could not believe his ears, and asked her if she really meant it. “What next will our young lady want?” muttered Foka, affecting to be very cross.

No one gave so many orders as Natacha, no one sent them on so many errands at once. As soon as a servant came in sight she seemed to invent some want or message; she could not help it. It seemed as though she wanted to try her power over them; to see whether, some fine day, one or another would not rebel against her tyranny; but, on the contrary, they always flew to obey her more readily than any one else.

“And now what shall I do, where can I go?” thought she, as she slowly went along the corridor, where she presently met the buffoon.

“Nastacia Ivanovna,” said she, “if I ever have children, what will they be?”

“You! Fleas and grasshoppers, you may depend upon it!”

Natacha went on. “Good God! have mercy, have mercy!” she said to herself. “Wherever I go it is always, always the same. I am so weary; what shall I do?”

Skipping lightly from step to step, she went to the upper story and dropped in on the Ioghels. Two governesses were sitting chatting with M. and Mme. Ioghel; dessert, consisting of dried fruit, was on the table, and they were eagerly discussing the cost of living at Moscow and Odessa. Natacha took a seat for a moment, listened with pensive attention, and then jumped up again. “The island of Madagascar!” she murmured, “Ma-da-gas-car!” and she separated the syllables. Then she left the room without answering Mme. Schoss, who was utterly mystified by her strange exclamation.

She next met Petia and a companion, both very full of some fireworks which were to be let off that evening. “Petia!” she exclaimed, “carry me down-stairs!” And she sprang upon his back, throwing her arms round his neck; and, laughing and galloping, they thus scrambled along to the head of the stairs.

“Thank you, that will do. Madagascar!” she repeated; and, jumping down, she ran down the flight.

After thus inspecting her dominions, testing her power, and convincing herself that her subjects were docile, and that there was no novelty to be got out of them, Natacha settled herself in the darkest corner of the music-room with her guitar, striking the bass strings, and trying to make an accompaniment to an air from an opera that she and Prince Andre had once heard together at St. Petersburg. The uncertain chords which her unpractised fingers sketched out would have struck the least experienced ear as wanting in harmony and musical accuracy, while to her excited imagination they brought a whole train of memories. Leaning against the wall and half hidden by a cabinet, with her eyes fixed on a thread of light that came under the door from the rooms beyond, she listened in ecstasy and dreamed of the past.